||[Jan. 2nd, 2006|10:37 pm]
the drugs that make you whole
Hey, I'm new, Hi. My names Emily, and I just needed somewhere to rant about my drug intake since most people I know put me down for it and tell me to 'stop that shit', but what do they know?|
Anyway, Today, I had around 6 xanex at once, and I'v never reacted the way I did this time. Just everything, everything in the world was great and all I wanted to do with lay down and just smile, which is kinda rare since this bastard just killed my spirit. I love taking xanex and all, but I hate how it gets you so tired afterward. Anyway, people knew what I was on this time, and wouldn't leave me the hell alone after I slept.. They were afraid I would go into some kinda coma, but whatever, not on only 6 of them. 3 a day is normal, a double dose wouldn't put me in a coma, so bleh. Anyway, it's been almost 12 hours since I've taken them, and I'm still effected by it, I'm just so happy and calm..I think I wont be doing anymore since my mom knows that I'm taking a few from her when I visit her house, so bleh. It seems like Im going to have to get them from another source.
Anyway, I just needed to rant, and just let someone know how amazing my day was. Tootles.