I'm droping off the face of the earth

Prepare for the speach...


I'm leaving the community for a long while, I really need to sort some stuff in my life out. I've been horendisly, unforgiveably, utterly stupid and mean to Xandra. I'm so sorry. I know thats not really helpful, but I truely am. So anyways as I was saying, I'm leaving the community. I really want to be left alone right now. Please don't call me or make a fuss about this. I just need to go away for a little bit. I just want to hang with my mom for now. I'm might have to go to a self abuse clinc soon. I have been cutting/beating myself for about a month and a half now and nobody has noticed. I called a suicide hotline last night, lot a  good that did. They should have people working there 24/7. Whatever... I'll see you all again soon, hopefuly.


PS. Comments on this are disabled for now. Mabey forever...


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    Sugercult - Sign Off


"You spin me right round right round, baby right round, right round, round round..."

This song has been stuck in my head........
I got DOPE! Lol

And it's all thanks to Camden,
Who god emtionally abused...........


See you guys tonight...........
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    You Spin Me Round - Dope

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Guys are stupid.
Emtions are stupid.
James pleae don't read into this, it isn't about you.
I have to go blow someone's brains out now.....~locks gun~

~starts randomly humming~

*We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it...*
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    Broken- Seether /w/ Amy Lee