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Hankyung or Hangeng?

Title: Hankyung or Hangeng?
Pairing: Hangeng/ Heechul ( Not romantically)
This was a piece I wrote a while ago when the Hangengs lawsuit first hit the news
Summary: Heechul misses Hangeng =( bc i was bored. and i miss Hanchul together.

It's been three years. Three years since Han Geng's contract was offically and permanantly terminated from Sm entertainment. For most of the Super Junior members, those three years flew by with interviews, performances, tv shows, and tours. Han geng himself became a very established actor in China.

To the world, it seemed as though Hankyung never existed in Super Junior. But to Kim Heechul, theres no one better fitted for Super Junior than Hangeng. He remembered a few months after the announcement of Hangeng's termination, he made himself believe it was all a terrible nightmare.

Everyday, for months, if it wasn't for Super show performances, he would be locked up in his and Hangeng's old apartment.

He would just sit for hours and stare at absolutely nothing. Hundreds of questions running through his mind. Question he had no answers to. It frustated him to no end.

' Am I the reason he left? Was I too mean? Why did he leave? Was he still Hankyung? Can I still call him that? Or is it Hangeng now?'

He remembered when he first saw Hangeng's first public interview since he had filed the lawsuit, he felt as though he was looking at a different person. A person he never knew. He noticed little things about him on the interview.

' His hair was getting a bit longer. His smile was different, almost forced. The way he spoke was even different. The light in his eyes were different than before.' These things, the unimportant small details, only Kim Heechul noticed.

After a while everything began to get better. Heechul was Heechul again. Hangeng was Hangeng. They were two separate people who had growing up to do.

Almost a year later was when Hangeng was allowed to contact Super Junior members again.

The first thing Heechul asked him simply was ' Why?'

' I wasn't happy anymore.' The truth.

' What?' He was confused. What's not to be happy about? They were a thirteen member band. They were family.

' I've always been sick. But I stayed. I wanted nothing more than to be part of this family. I knew about the unfairness of the contract. But I never wanted to leave.'

'Then why did you?' He didn't understand.

' The reason why I loved being in Super Junior was because we were almost always together. Or most of us were. But after the sub groups , individual activites, and everything, we were hardly ever together. Being with everyone was my motivation, my reason to endure anything coming my way. But then, we were rarely ever together, we were always missing members. Then it got to the point to where I was hardly with everyone on shows, because I was in another country working by myself. And when I was working away from everyone, even though I was surrounded by millions of people, I still felt all alone.'

'I still don't understand...'

' After going back to Korean to see the other members, the feelings never changed. I still felt lonely. '

He finally understood. It was true. Everyone had changed very much. They weren't ever together as a thirteen member band anymore. He himself was one that rarely appeared with the rest. He realized that Hangeng had lost his reason to keep fighting. Hangeng didn't see the reason to fight anymore, to endure the torture of being an idol celebrity.

Before he knew what was happening, he felt tears trailing down his face, and strong arms encircling him in a hug. Reality hit him hard. Everyone was changing. Growing up and maturing.

They couldn't be a band forever.

Then Hangeng whispered into Heechul's ear as though he had said his thoughts out loud.

" We can't be a band forever, but will always be Super Junior forever. Just 13elieve."


Hidden Desires (1/?)

Title: Hidden Desires
Characters: Kyuhyun, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Superjunior
Pairings: KyuHae, HyukHae
Genre: angst, romance
Summary: To be his bestfriend is a wish hard enough to be a reality, what more of that a lover?

["I thought just being near him is enough for me. But I realized, the more I spend time with him, secretly admiring isn't really the right path to take."]
Laughters erupted throughout the SuperJunior Dorm that one winter night. They were all huddled together in the living room celebrating yet another award from a music show. Kyuhyun sat on one corner of the couch with Sungmin, Siwon and Heechul while the rest of the members sat on the floor.

"We all deserve this little celebration but I trust you guys being responsible enough on your alcohol, especially those who have schedules for tomorrow."

Everyone shows their agreement to Leeteuk's statement. They were now having a little celebration and ofcourse that includes drinking while talking about their previous performance and catching up with one another.

Kyuhyun was in the middle of drinking his first shot when he noticed Donghae carrying some food from the kitchen.

"Hyung, you sit in here." muttered Kyuhyun as soon as Donghae settled the plate of food on the table, offering his seat on the couch.

"Thanks Kyuhyunnie." Donghae smiled at him as he sat on the couch.

"Hae!" Eunhyuk, who just came out from the kitchen with more snacks yelled. "Argh.. You shouldn't have left me with all this all of a sudden!" He pouted.

"Sorry Hyukkie, but I thought you were just following behind me. Stop sulking. Here." Donhae stood up and let Eunhyuk take his seat while he proceeds to sit on the floor at the side of Eunhyuk and place his elbows on latter's knee while feeding him with a piece of chips.

Kyuhyun, who was watching the scene from a corner of the room can't help but feel jealous. After all, he offered his seat to Donghae while said man just easily offered it to another man. He knows that he was being ridiculous for being jealous for such petty things but he just couldn't help it.

After all, this is Donghae we're talking about. The hyung he admired the most. A person who he cherish and fell in love with for a long time now. And Donghae just had to be with that certain person who he'd been so much jealous of, his Eunhyuk hyung. Sometimes, he wondered what would it be like to be in his Eunhyuk hyung's position. To be with him always, to be that person he trust the most, the first person he seeks when he's happy or sad, to be his bestfriend. Just thinking about it makes his stomach flatter. But then again that would never happen because that would just always be his wishful thinking. Donghae was that.

Don't Crash Into Me (6/?)

Title: Don't Crash Into Me
Pairing: Siwook & Qmi
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance
Length: Around 3,400 words this chapter
Summary: Ryeowook is met with a job offer he can't refuse, and Siwon is met with a man that could potentially destroy his life.  How anyone found love along the way is beyond them. AU.

At First Sight

Title: At First Sight
Pairing: friendship!heehae/haechul, haesica, heesica
Rating: G
Genre: friendship/romance
Length: one-shot; approximately 2,000 words.

Summary: Because even though he wasn't a believer in love or anything ridiculous like that, it was impossible to deny the thumping in his chest when he first saw her.

Easter Bunny (SiChul)

Title: Easter Bunny
Pairing: Siwon/Heechul
Rating: merp.
Word Count: 1,196
Summary: It’s Easter, the day Jesus did something. Heechul isn’t sure / doesn’t give a fuck.
A/N: This is what happens when my mother yammers on about Easter. I tune her out and think of gay fanfiction.
A/N2: Not trying to be disrespectful in regards to the meaning of Easter, if it comes off that way.
A/N3: I HAD to forgo the smut in this oneshot. It was so awkward to write. I’m highly out of practice. D:

“God,” he said out of breath, “you even have a tail?”
Hangeng, Hankyung
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DEFIANT EYES, ANGRY MOUTH: 12. 4 d 96 h 5760 min 345 600 s

Title: Defiant eyes, angry mouth
Rating: R (sexual themes, cursing, violence)
Pairing: Hankyung/Sungmin, Donghae/Eunhyuk
Warnings: Violence, cursing, future!smut!
Word count: 8694
Summary: Sungmin loved the forest more than anything else in the whole world. However, on one day he has an dangerous encounter in the forest he loves so much, but when this dangerous encounter actually happens again in his school, this time in the form of a human, Sungmin is forced to enter a world, which he had no idea even existed

A/N: Other chapters can be found from my journal (masterlist)

12. 4 d 5760 min 345 600 s

Kyumin Ficlets~

Title: School is no place for a Vampire
Pairing: Kyuhyun / Sungmin
Verse: Vampire! Au
Rating: PG
Genre: fluff, fantasy, romance
Words: 995
Summary: Kyuhyun is having second thoughts about allowing Sungmin attend school.

He takes back what he said before.



Title: Valid Reasons for Forgetting
Pairing: Kyuhyun / Sungmin
Genre: fluff
Verse: expanded
Rating: PG
Type: Drabble
Words: 814
Summary: Kyuhyun got the answer to Sungmin’s question wrong, but he did that on purpose.

“What was Lee Sungmin’s first musical?”