Title: Hate U Love U
Summary: Kyuhyun fell in love with a girl, what does Sungmin have to say about it?
Characters: Cho KyuHyun, Lee SungMin (Super Junior)
Genre: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Yaoi (boy love)
Disclaimer: I only own the plot of the story, not the song. Which is by Super Junior :)
A/N: I kind of melted when I thought of this scenario. Not because I’m conceited and think my stories are just wonderful, no. But because the song ‘Hate U Love U’ just hits my heart and I always thought it would be good, used with Sungmin and Kyuhyun. Also, the whole dialogue that Sungmin and Kyuhyun use, besides Kyuhyun’s first bits and Sungmin’s last line and his mini-ending part, are all English translated lyrics of their song, ‘Hate U Love U’, not repeated.
Dareun saram gyeoteseoh
Haengbokhan neoreul boneungeohtdo
A tear fell from Sungmin’s brown, wide eye, as he watched the girl kiss Kyuhyun’s lips, his soft lips, lips that used to belong to Sungmin.
The girl departed, Kyuhyun walking into the room, all happy and smiles. He glanced up at Sungmin. “Ah, hyung!” he cried out, walking towards him, only slowly as he could only see the back of Sungmin’s head.
“Hyung?” he asked, touching Sungmin’s shoulder lightly, but Sungmin shook his hand off. Kyuhyun frowned. “Sungmin-ah, what’s wrong?” he whispered. Sungmin shook his head, a few stray tears falling down his cheek. He started to laugh maniacally.
“I want to hate you, but seeing you so happy next to another person. It’s exhausting now, not knowing anything, the day I had to send you off.” He murmured. Kyuhyun raised his eyebrows. “What?” he asked, softly. Sungmin stood, still not facing him.
“Something that should’ve been done a long time ago, having no feelings about it.” He muttered. Kyuhyun gasped. “Hyung...” Sungmin turned around and grabbed his hand, placing it roughly to his chest. Kyuhyun didn’t bother struggling.
“Please, stay by my side.” He begged. “Nothing has changed; I’m by myself. I trusted that another love would come along but now...it’s hard to even breathe. And becomes a bigger problem like this. My loneliness for you, little by little, doesn’t erase and remains.” He started to cry, his breath ragged as he continued.
“I want to hate you!” he screamed. Kyuhyun started to tear up. “But your back form of having forgotten me, I’m tired of protecting you too, now, day by day, I didn’t like living so weakly. I try to change the way I am right now, but I can’t.” He was angry, hating himself and how he was so weak for these past few months.
Kyuhyun bit his lip, a tear escaping as he remained, silent, listening to his former’s love’s words. “I tried to erase you, but it wasn’t something I could have...” Sungmin murmured. He looked away, dropping Kyuhyun’s hand, starting to sit down, but suddenly, Kyuhyun’s arms were around his waist. “I tried to let you go without regret, trusting I’d be able to stand it.” He hugged Sungmin tighter, his face buried into his shoulder as he started to cry. Sungmin sobbed silently, not reacting.
“But the love that’s still left,” Kyuhyun murmured, Sungmin’s breath getting caught in his throat. “Just gets deeper, this weary loneliness. I cannot bear it day to day anymore. Slowly, you become despicable.” Sungmin turned around slowly, staring into Kyuhyun’s eyes.
Kyuhyun looked at him, teary-eyes as he pulled Sungmin in closer. Sungmin placed his hands on Kyuhyun’s shoulders, looking up at him, hoping. Maybe Kyuhyun really does love him back, or maybe he was just caught in the moment.
Kyuhyun slowly loosened on his grip on Sungmin’s waist, but Sungmin only pulled him back tighter, snaking his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck, kissing his neck. Kyuhyun shed more tears, wrapping his arms back around Sungmin’s waist, pulling him up onto his shoes, burying his chin into Sungmin’s shoulder.
“I love you...” Sungmin murmured, blushing, not sure if he could take any rejections. Kyuhyun smiled softly, closing his eyes. “I love you.” He murmured back. Sungmin’s heart jumped.
Sungmin’s POV: So this is what love feels like. I quite had forgotten how it felt. Only a few months had passed when I let Kyuhyun go for the girl he had fallen in love. I was heartbroken, I felt pain, I felt anguish, I felt despair. I felt lost; no one could help me. Not even Eunhyuk, my closest friend, not even my family. But now, to be back in the arms of the man I love, I guess it all turned out well in the end. I love Cho Kyuhyun; I’m made for Cho Kyuhyun. I’m forever Cho Kyuhyun’s.