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Summary: “Hyung~ you’ve been watching me.”
Comments: Again I wrote it with a specific pairing in mind but the ? can be whomever you want it to be but *snaps* for you if you guess who I meant it to be.
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I took one look at you and I think I fell. I never thought it was possible. I’m surrounded by beautiful people all day every day, I thought that perhaps I had this immunity to being attracted to them or something but you proved me wrong.
You followed Sungmin into the room and although your shoulders were set and your back was straight and your head held high the look in your eyes was your undoing. Anyone that really truly looked at you in that moment would not have been fooled by your stance because your eyes belied your appearance.
You were scared. Ok, maybe scared is the wrong word, but your were frightened, uncomfortable, unsure. I can understand why. Joining late, being introduced to twelve new people who all knew each other and having the burden put upon you to make it work. You would have to act fast to adapt, to learn and to find your place amongst us.
I’m not the most outgoing person so I let the others greet you with smiles and enthusiastic embraces. I watched, I watched like I always do.
But I knew.
I knew I had fallen for you. The moment I saw you. The moment I saw that confidence that you exude coupled with the look in your eyes; I was intrigued.
I watched as you found your place. Your smiles came quicker and more naturally to grace your features. Your voice, at first it blew me away. How could someone with such a timid look in their eyes sound so powerful when they sung? The first time I saw you laughing, a grin adorning your lips I choked on my drink. Literally, it wasn’t pretty. I spluttered and managed to spill half the can onto Shiwon’s shoe. He whined at me and then threw me a scowl then I ignored him. I was too enamoured by the way your lips curled in a soft smile as you calmed down.
I watched as you got closer and closer to Sungmin and Ryeowook. I guess it was to be expected, they are closer to your age; Sungmin was the first to take you in under his wing and Ryeowook was just as quiet as you were at first. It soon became apparent to me at least, that you weren’t shy nor were you timid, you were just quiet. It was like you didn’t need to constantly draw attention to yourself in order to feel worthy.
You were just comfortable; comfortable in your own skin, in your talent, in your place within Super Junior and with your friendships.
I was a little jealous I think.
Perhaps if I was a little more comfortable with myself, maybe I would have approached you on my own and then perhaps you and I could have been friends.
I looked up from my book to see you watching me. A smirk I recognised as pure evil gracing your lips. I swallowed hard but I couldn’t look away. You pushed away from the kitchen bench you were leaning against and walked towards me. Suddenly my book was taken from my grasp and gently laid upon the coffee table.
“Hyung~ you’ve been watching me.”
It wasn’t a question so I said nothing.
“I don’t mind.”
“I’ve been watching you too.”
I think my mouth dropped open in surprise.
“Why did you never come to me Hyung? I know that you have wanted to.”
You grinned at me and I think my brain imploded or something because all I could think about was how good you looked right at this moment.
“Hmm~ I guess it is ok. I was waiting but I’m tired now. They told me that you were indifferent but I disagree. I think you are far more sensitive then you let on. I think you are far more affected by things then you would like to pretend you are. I know you watch me. I know you like watching. I know that you must see far more then I would looking upon the same scene.”
I was speechless. Usually I am careful with my words, I don’t just talk for the sake of talking but words have never failed me before; not like they had right this very instant.
“I don’t mind that you didn’t come. I’ve come to you. I plan on staying”
With those words a soft kiss was pressed to my cheek and I blushed, I know I did. You sat back then, your body relaxing against the couch next to me. Your hand found mine and your fingers interlaced with mine and your warm palm was pressed against my own and I closed my eyes.
I tried to convince myself this was just a dream. It was a scene that my overactive imagination had conjured up.
You squeezed my hand and I tilted my head to the right and peered up through my lashes and there you were, as real as ever; a soft smile on your lips, dark hooded eyes watching me carefully.
I squeezed your hand back and again I fell as you grinned at me.
I saw you and you took my breath away. I heard your voice and I fell hard. You offered your heart to me in a kiss and you took my own in your hands.
[edited: 181106. Thank you to taylormercury who pointed out some errors that I have hopefully now fixed.]
A/N: I wrote this just now real quick. It didn't turn out at all like i originally planned considering my initial prompts where "Look at me through tears." and "Frozen" but *shrug*
Hope you like it.