Rating: PG-13ish because of the swearword in there XD
Notes: It's a small drabble that just popped into my mind this morning.
Why can't people see? Why can't people see that this is fake? I am not as arrogant as I let myself seem to be. I am not as insensitive as you think I am. I am not the jerk you describe me as. Can't you see it's a mask? Haven't you found out in highschool that if you let yourself be vulnerable they would come after you? Pick on you? Can't you see this mask is there to protect myself, to prevent me from getting hurt, because under this hard layer holds a scared man with feelings just like you.
Don't you understand that I need to be distant, I can't get too involved or else I get hurt. Can't you see that I suffer because of this? Can't you see that the words you spat at me made my heart shatter into pieces?
"You are an insensitive asshole that needs to get his feet back on earth and see that really, you are nothing special."
I know that. I know I am not special like you are, but hearing you say that hurt me so much.
I can't get close to you, because I know if I do I will get hurt. And you know why?
Because I love you Dong Hae.
I hope it was okay ^^;