doja

fic dump! (matthew, vincent, lawrence + can you feel the rush) (2020-07-24–2020-11-12)

hello!


disclaimer: i do not ship any of these people, they're just fun to write! please don't misinterpret me. this is 2005-2011 suju at best. also, none of them belong to me, but i thought that's quite obvious.
might friend lock if i feel like it, but feel free to join my comm if you'd like to read it, i accept anyone and everyone.

general A/N: hello, i'm back (i haven't really been gone, i've just been writing for the last few months and ended up writing around 8 fics, which i'm posting 4 of right now. will put the other 4 up soon (?) if i decide to.
so one of them (lawrence) is too big (~26k w.) to post; i attached a download link in the original post.

hope you enjoy them and i'm probably never going to reread them again, as always, and i'd appreciate any feedback you may have! thank you and goodnight. have fun reading.



(haven't even posted this yet and already regret it)


read under the cut!

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doja

sj: itunes challenge (a bit late, no?)

Rules:
1. Pick your favourite fandom.
2. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
3. Write a drabble, one of each of the first 10 songs.
4. You only have the length of the song to write it.

A/N: hi, everyone.
sorry, these are terrible, i’m no good at writing;; i wrote most of these ambiguously, feel free to imagine whoever you want
some of the drabbles have no capitalization. no beta, because fuck grammar, am i right? i only ran my eyes over this and fixed a few things, so excuse me if you find any mistakes, because the day i read anything i’ve written again is the day i’ll drown myself in a kitchen sink.

i’ve been trying to fix the formatting for about 2 hours now and i still fucked up

(Stop looking at me.)

hideko

sj: if i died by your hand (hangeng/heechul)

Title: if i died by your hand (and you – by mine)
Author: spidertables
Fandom: Super Junior
Pairing: heavily implied Hangeng/Heechul
Rating: R
Warning: english is not my first language, so every grammar or spelling error is on me. i got a bunch of inspiration from the works of richard siken (amazing author), some of which i pasted in here (cited).
Genre: slight angst (?)
Word count: 2262w
Summary: Heechul was 21 when he first found out death tastes like grapes.

Disclaimer: no beta, we die as fools.
feel free to interpret this however you want. this timeline has no exact continuity, meaning that it jumps between heechul being 29 to 21 and so on. (this does NOT mean he time travels, it’s a stylistic choice; it also has no connotation to 2012-2020 (current) heechul or hangeng, purely history).

Another shake sweeps through where the men are connected, but this time, neither of them is quite sure which one it was, and all this leaves them with is uncertain thoughts and guilty fingers, so they put them to good use.

hug!haehyuk

Stay With Me

Title: Stay With Me
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genre: Drama/Comedy (teensy bit of angst)
Rating: PG-13 (eventual NC-17)
Ch: 2/?
Warning: Grammar/spelling errors cause English is my second language xP
Summary: Hyukjae met an untimely death and Donghae has a hard time moving on. Hyukjae's spirit lingered on earth due to Donghae's love, and cursed each day that he followed Donghae but couldn't hold him or make him happy. However, one magical moment changed everything when Hyukjae was granted another chance with the exception that Donghae won't recognize him as Hyukjae. He was now given 47 days to make Donghae love Eunhyuk the same way he loved Hyukjae. Proving, once and for all, that love is more powerful than death.

Ch 2
hug!haehyuk

All of Me

Title: Stay With Me
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genre: Drama/Comedy (teensy bit of angst)
Rating: PG-13 (eventual NC-17)
Ch: 1/?
Warning: Grammar/spelling errors cause English is my second language xP
Summary: Hyukjae met an untimely death and Donghae has a hard time moving on. Hyukjae's spirit lingered on earth due to Donghae's love, and cursed each day that he followed Donghae but couldn't hold him or make him happy. However, one magical moment changed everything when Hyukjae was granted another chance with the exception that Donghae won't recognize him as Hyukjae. He was now given 47 days to make Donghae love Eunhyuk the same way he loved Hyukjae. Proving, once and for all, that love is more powerful than death.

Chapter 1
hug!haehyuk

Stay With Me

Title: Stay With Me
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genre: Drama/Comedy (teensy bit of angst)
Rating: PG-13 (eventual NC-17)
Warning: Grammar/spelling errors cause English is my second language xP
Summary: Hyukjae met an untimely death and Donghae has a hard time moving on. Hyukjae's spirit lingered on earth due to Donghae's love, and cursed each day that he followed Donghae but couldn't hold him or make him happy. However, one magical moment changed everything when Hyukjae was granted another chance with the exception that Donghae won't recognize him as Hyukjae. He was now given 47 days to make Donghae love Eunhyuk the same way he loved Hyukjae. Proving, once and for all, that love is more powerful than death.


I love you, Hyukkie
hideko

sj: Once More To See You. {songfic}

Title: Once More To See You
Author: spidertables
Fandom: Super Junior
Pairing: heavily implied Hangeng/Heechul
Rating: PG
Genre: slight angst
724w
Disclaimer: this is a song fic! the sentences in italic are the song lyrics and they're not written by me whatsoever.
i apologize if the grammar or punctuation is incorrect, i'm trying my best and i'm not a native english speaker.

Notes: i HATE this, excluding a few lines here and there, and it's taking me a lot of courage to share this

Song: Mitski — Once More To See You


You didn't think you'd feel this way.
hideko

sj: 094. Makeup, WC. blood lipstick (sungmin/kyuhyun)

Author: spidertables
Fandom: Super Junior
Pairing: one-sided!implied!Sungmin/Kyuhyun
Rating: PG-13
Genre: angst
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything mentioned in this work of fiction, besides, perhaps, a lip gloss.
Summary: 100 fic challenge.
It’s hard to love someone with a bare face when you’re so used to it being covered with layers upon layers of makeup.

Notes: feel free to interpret however you want! my first fic that no one's ever gonna read. english isn't my first language, sorry. i hate this, but i want to force myself to share my writing

Sungmin takes pleasure in knowing he leaves a trace of himself on every collarbone he kisses, every flavor of lip gloss he leaves behind; be it orange or peach, sparkly or glossy.