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[19 Jun 2007|12:58pm]

___starxkilled
[ mood | rejected ]

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[28 Nov 2006|08:20am]

xvividxdreamsx
A little History:
Chris and I were together for 2 years and 1 1/2 of it was LD. WE lived together for 6 monthes. Things went a little wrong and I needed to move back to Iowa so we both could get our heads above water. WE broke up 3 monthes later. That was in April. And since it happened I tried and tried and tried to work things out with him, but he just told me didnt want a relationship anymore. (I even posted here about it and everyone told me it was obviously he was trying to in the nicest of ways say he didnt want to be with me ever again). So I put one last ditch effort about 1 1/2 monthes ago I wrote him a 4 page letter telling him how i feel, and how much i lvoed him, and all the things i wanted to fix in our relationship to make things better, and if he needed to get his life together I'd wait for him to get it together if he really wanted to be together, he didnt ever say anything abou tit, so I sort of gave up even thoguh i didnt want to, so i made an attempt to move on and started dating someone else to try and get over him even thoguh that wasnt the best of ideas, 4 day ago Chris IMed me and said he read my letter because hed been thinking of me lately and missing me, and of course now he wants to try to work things out with me. This is like a blow to me, WHY after all this time? Why now? SO i broke up with the boy i had been dating for a couple weeks, so get my shit together, because its not fair to him for me to try and deal with this and be with him at the same time, I really really love chris, and want to work things out now, but its been so long I dont know if things could be the same. I'm just so confused.
i love you.

this is how im feeling today [25 Sep 2006|12:30pm]

xvividxdreamsx
[ mood | depressed ]

i love you.

[02 Feb 2006|09:19pm]

xvividxdreamsx
he never tells me he loves me anymore, he just kind of mumbles something after i say it before we hang up. ive noticed it alot... :(

do i bring it up to him? or do i wallow in pity wondering how he really feels.

i asked him yesterday how he felt, and he said hes tired of analyzing it.
i love you.

I'm New. [09 Aug 2005|09:07pm]
tynshi
[ mood | nostalgic ]


- your name|| LeeAnn.
- your location|| Arkansas.
- your age|| 18.
- name of your partner|| Tony.
- location of your partner|| Pennsylvania.
- age of partner|| 22.
- days/weeks/months/years/etc together.|| Just under four years.

i love you.

[31 May 2005|01:21pm]

xvividxdreamsx

We are moving in together!
Daisypath Ticker

1 said, i love you.

[22 Apr 2005|12:35pm]

xvividxdreamsx
i just booked a one way ticket to florida... =O
i love you.

[14 Apr 2005|07:44am]

xvividxdreamsx
i cant see me loving nobody but you <3Collapse )
1 said, i love you.

[12 Mar 2005|07:25pm]

xvividxdreamsx
ok chris has never met nor talked to my mom, and today he was talking to her online and something came about lke this:

mom: it sucks
chris: ask christina about the sucking
mom: uhhh thats not something you should be talking to her mom about

and chris didnt mean it like it sounded and i now i dont think she likes him very much and she already didnt like the fact im moving there already. i need something to say to my mom cause now im feeling all weird and i want my mom to like chris.
1 said, i love you.

[03 Mar 2005|11:42pm]

xvividxdreamsx
tonight i said "hi daddy" to chris's dad, and he says, "hi daughter" is that any indication of where he wants this relationship to go? hahaha.

BTW im think im going to see chris again in 1 month. i almost have the okay to take off work. =)
i love you.

help!!!! [02 Mar 2005|12:40am]

liltinkerbella
err..i'm so confused and need help...the whole story at this entry:

my story

x-posted. i'm really confused and just need the advice...*sigh* =(
1 said, i love you.

New! [26 Feb 2005|10:27am]

xvividxdreamsx
- Christina
- Owings Mills, MD
- 20
- Christopher
- Geneva, AL
- 18
- together for 9 monthes and 2 weeks!

you'll never find a love like thisCollapse )
2 said, i love you.

[14 Feb 2005|08:45pm]

theblackwidower
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So as you know me and Liz are over...however...I found someone else. Katie (tinkerbelladict) is the new love of my life. She's smart, she's funny, she's sweet. I think I'm in love.

"Tim, you're never single for more then five minutes" - Alyne Lalonde, my platonic friend (I got a lot of those)

X-posted everywhere

i love you.

Happy Fuckin' Valentines Day [10 Feb 2005|12:14am]

theblackwidower
[ mood | disappointed ]

Today Liz and I were talking, then she asked me if I ever had any pets and what their names were. Then all of a sudden I was logged out of my MSN account because "I" logged on on a different computer. I tried logging back on but my password wouldn't work. So I went to the Forgot My Password screen and when my secret Question came on the screen I realized what happened. For the question was: What was the name of your first pet? Liz hacked into my account. I confronted her with this and she denied it, she even swore on our love she didn't do it. I believed her. Then, after she logged off I tried looking for her friends on my MSN contacts. Turns out they were all deleted. For more information click here. That's...

  • Means: She was able to get to the Forgot My Password screen and enter in my email address.
  • Motive: She wanted me to Delete her friends from my contact list.
  • Opportunity: She was easily able to get the name of my first pet.
I don't want to think this, but the evidence proves it. It's not too bad that she did it, its bad that she swore on our love that she didn't do it. I really don't think she's ready to continue a serious relationship, because she obviously doesn't take it seriously.

X-posted everywhere.
1 said, i love you.

Going Crazy!!! [03 Feb 2005|03:15pm]

theblackwidower
[ mood | worried ]

Copied from my personal Journal:

Last night me and Liz were talking, when she all of a sudden she stopped responding, her friend Sam told me she had to be rushed to the doctor because she was having trouble breathing. Then her friend Cole came on and said he was her best friend, and he was gay, then when I asked about Liz's condition he said he doesn't remember because he was high. I then said that he really doesn't care about her, then he said its the only way he can deal with his shitty life. Then he started saying things like: you don't deserve her, you don't know the real Liz, me and her are more then friends. The last part bugged me. So when Liz got back I asked what that meant, she said they were related. But what if thats a cover story and/or shes not telling me the whole truth. I'm afraid Liz is cheating on me. :( I don't wanna think it, but I cant help it. I'm paranoid, and I don't know what to do.

x-posted everywhere.

1 said, i love you.

Open or Exclusive? [30 Jan 2005|10:15pm]

theblackwidower
[ mood | pensive ]

The following was quoted from my personal journal over here, during a discussion with my mom.

We then got into a discussion about my relationship with Liz. She said we should have an open relationship, but that didn't work out well last time, I got insanely jealous, it made me a little sick. But I will consider it, because she came up with a good point, I don't want her to think 10 years from now after we get married that she might have missed out on something by not seeing what else was out there.

So my question is, what do you think? Should me and Liz re-enter an Open Relationship, or remain exclusive?

X-posted to several communities.

i love you.

[01 Jan 2005|04:24pm]

___starxkilled
[ mood | drained ]

happy new year everybody!

tomorrow i get to see my loving boyfriend. can't wait. i'll be sure to post up pictures since i got a digital camera for christmas.

bye bye <3

i love you.

[22 Dec 2004|06:56pm]

___starxkilled
[ mood | complacent ]

ldlove__ has a new layout.

2 said, i love you.

New. :) [30 Nov 2004|09:58am]

acoustic_poet
[ mood | calm ]

- your name Lynn
- your location Amherst MA
- your age 18
- name of your partner Bryan
- location of your partner United States Military Academy (West Point NY)
- age of partner 18
- days/weeks/months/years/etc together. One year and 15 days.

pictureCollapse )

Being in a military relationship has got to be the toughest. He hardly ever gets breaks, and I had to spend about 7 weeks this summer living upon letters alone, and two 5 minute telephone conversations. But I love him. And its worth it.

Lynn

3 said, i love you.

[27 Nov 2004|12:30am]

wolfpacknl
- your name- Josh
- your location- New Jersey
- your age-15 and a half (gotta add the "and a half"
- name of your partner- Rebecca
- location of your partner- Maryland
- age of partner-little over 16
- days/weeks/months/years/etc together.- month and a half, but we were together for about a month b4 it was official

http://www.qtllp.com/BUS_H/BUS_H-Pages/Image291.html --bad pic, but, it's the first I could find
5 said, i love you.

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