|Is is just me or...
||[Oct. 14th, 2005|09:30 pm]
Bleed It All Away
Hey everyone, Im just curious if anyone else is similar to me. It seems the more people tell me not to do anything, the more I want to do it.
Recently I decided that I want to live a healthy enough life to join the Police Force in Special Tasks and Rescue, so I tried to stop self harming. My parents are now noticing that I do not eat as much as they do, and did not notice before when I did not eat anything. I guess my will is not very stable seeing as whenever someone even talks to me about blah blah blah, you need to eat, we are worried, eat meat, don't be vegetarian, I eat less and exercise (mostly run) much more.
I do not cut myself much anymore though, I do not want anymore scars and that would be too visible and be used against me if I apply for the careers I want.
Well, apart from that, I would also like to say hello and where is everybody to all you out there...