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Saturday, January 21st, 2006
12:45 am - and miles to go before i sleep....

Hi....im new to this and could use a lot of support...ive tried diets and ive tried exercise...nothing works for me...the only time ive successfully lost weight is when i became vegetarian 5 years ago (and i wasnt trying to lose wieght) I have no will power and would love to hear from people who have successfully lost wieght...i appreciate any support i can get to stay on track!

CW - 125
LTG - 110

Peace Love and Happiness

(4"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Monday, January 16th, 2006
4:47 pm


Ahh fiona apple is SUCH an inspiration. She is frail and weak and stronnnng and so beautiful. Especially the video for Criminal.


Monday, January 9th, 2006
11:17 pm

New here.

CW: 110lbs
LW: 99lbs
HW: 123lbs
STGW: 105lbs
LTGW: 100

So I haven't been ana in a year, got in trouble and was almost sent away. I need to start dieting again. PLEASE give me a good diet plan to stick by, I already drink lots of coffee, water, and green tea, but I need to shrink my appetite fast!

BE strong..

(1"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Sunday, January 8th, 2006
10:41 pm

hey everyone. I joined this community because I have a hard time being surrounded by people who juuuust don'''ttt unnnderrrstannnd! I need support in what I am doing, not people telling me that I shouldn't be doing it. I refuse to see myself as a 'victim'- this is something I have CHOSEN for myself, just as all of you have chosen it. Everyone gets through and enjoys life in different ways. I like feeling light and empty, and knowing that I have a secret. This ana is MINE, it is not something 'that happened to me'.
 Ahh that felt good to get out.
i hope i can offer something to this community,
 we may be alone in the worlds we each live in, but we will not be alone here.

(1"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
4:09 pm


I'm not going to lie.

My eating disorder is 100% about vanity.

I'm not "messed up" at all.

I have friends who care about me, and would be very angry if they knew I had an eating disorder. Sometimes, though, I find myself hinting at it to them. In a way, I guess, I sort of WANT them to know ... I think that's just my inner attention whore. So, honestly, that's it. I'm vain, and I'll admit it. I sometimes wish I had a different reason behind my ED, like some of you. Many of you have had the worst experiences, bad family situations; etc. I don't know---I'm not wishing I had something horrible in my life; I'm just wishing I wasn't so vain.


I want to be the girl in the too-short skirt ...  the one with the small shirt, small coat, small small small.

I want to go to euro-inspired night clubs and dance all night long with people I don't know.

I want to run around in high heels holding colorful cocktails.

I want to be envied.

I want my friends' boyfriends to lust after me. I want to be wanted. I'm being honest, blunt, whatever. It's all true!


Pictures of fat, ugly people make me feel very good about myself. I don't put anyone else down to bring myself up; but when it's already being done, I don't mind it.


I'm such a bitch. I didn't sugar-coat anything in this post ... I sincerely want all of this. It's rude, it's wrong, you may hate me but I don't care because I want to be tiny more than anything.

(6"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Monday, December 19th, 2005
1:03 pm - featuring the sexy kate moss.

WOW, SUCH THINSPIRATION. this makes me want to do carmen electra's strip tease video!

the white stripes' new video for 'i don't know what to do with myself.'


(3"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
6:58 pm - sigh, this is frustrating..

lately, i've ate 500-1000 calories a day, but sometimes less, yet i am stuck at 138lbs. (i'm 5'4) it's ridiculously depressing, especially because i only eat one meal a day, which is dinner. i don't know whether i should just fast (water &slender energy, which is 20 calories per 8oz serving), or try something like the 2-4-6-8 diet, or do something completely different..

i'm not hungry at all (for the most part) during the day, &even at dinner i'm not very hungry. (i only choose to eat dinner because i'm away at college, &it's really the only time during the day --besides class-- that i see my friends. i also think it's a side-effect of my recent moods.. i've been pretty down in the dumps, because i hate it up at school..) i usually stick to a salad with 40 calorie dressing &some soup, sometimes a small wrap sandwich, or some cooked veggies.. depends on what gross stuff the cafeteria is serving!

at this point, i'm so unhappy, i'm willing to try anything. i've been stuck at small plateaus before, but this is different-- i was maintaining weight for about a year (i was a heavy b/p bulimic for about a year &a half, but it was really starting to effect my health, so i've stopped.. i lost a few pounds, but now, even with the restriction, i just teeter back and forth from 135 to 140, &back again.. VERY FRUSTRATING, considering i eat minimally.) my metabolism is pretty slow, i'm assuming, so i'm thinking about buying some diet pills or caffiene pills to speed it up. any suggestions? what have you tried?

also, i don't work out a lot, because i simply don't have the time-- i'm taking pretty hard classes right now, so i just do pilates, &i walk to a lot of my classes (i go to the university with the largest campus in the country), &dance (hip-hop class) once a week for an hour. what workouts do you like best? i've done tae-bo &other random aerobic workout videos --think sweatin' to the oldies, haha-- in the past, as well as yoga (didn't like it). my gym membership (at home) is expiring at the end of this month &i don't have enough money to pay for it again, plus it would be pointless to buy one because i'm away at school. there's a workout center, but i'm really scared about going-- yea, thin people working out really motivates me, but it makes me 20 times more self-conscious, as well as super anxious.

thank you &stay strong!! ♥ nm.
PS. my stats--
height: 5'4
CW: 138
HW: 170
LW: 120
STGW: 120
LTGW: 107

(12"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
11:44 am - a health question..

this morning, when i got up &peed there was blood in my pee. it's definately not my period, because it ended last week, &the blood isn't anywhere but in my pee. i know i haven't been drinking enough water lately, &for the past 3 weeks i've been eating strictly 500-800 calories, but some days less than 500. on sunday, though, i had a few cookies &purged them. i haven't had much of an appitite, so i haven't been drinking enough fluids.. do you think this could be the reason why?

i researched it online &one condition called 'hematuria,' which seems to be common among athletes who endure very exhausting workouts-- i have stopped working out, besides doing pilates, for the past 2 weeks because i strained (or re-strained, rather) my groin muscle, so i don't think it's that condition..

the other thing, which i'm thinking it probably is, is a urinary tract infection. i've had them before, &usually the are a PAIN (literally), but i don't have any of the other symptoms (frequent urination, painful urination, strong smelling urine, etc).

have any of you girls had experienced UTIs during the time you've had your eating disorder? i've had disordered eating for 7 years, &this hasn't happened to me in the past. ugh, i'm just scared ¶noid, probaly for no reason..

thank you in advance!

(2"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Thursday, November 17th, 2005
6:38 pm


the once super popular and member-favourite community, were_not_hungry, is having a member re-vamp. if you think you're already a member, recheck. all the members were deleted to get this community back the way things used to be! it will now be more active, with comments and posts, and more supportive. read the userinfo to figure out how to become a member!


Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
11:39 am

alright. so i just weighed myself and i weigh 157.8. i plan on going out and seeing my ex boyfriend that i havent seen in a year at his college dorm in wyoming december 23 and i want to loss like 20 pounds. i was wondering if anyone had a good idea of how i could do that a safe way. and if there is anyone that is around the same weight as be and wanted to loss about that much with me for support. email me at annalicia_c@hotmail.com

(3"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Saturday, October 15th, 2005
8:46 pm - New Dior Pics - Rather Thing but not extreme (in my eyes anyhow)

Don't know how many of you have seen these but I think they're pretty good lol.
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current mood: creative

(3"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
1:49 pm - If this isn't allowed PLEASE delated it



 360 calories a day, eating 6 meals a day. Eating throughout the day acutally increses your metabolism. We already have a bunch of meal plans created already, with 360 or less calories a day. This is a new community.


Saturday, October 1st, 2005
11:01 am

It's near impossible for me to get ANY sort of a diet pill.

The closest thing I can get are slim mints.

Has anyone tried them? Do they actually work/are they dangerous?

(1"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Sunday, July 24th, 2005
9:14 pm - X-Posted - Skinny Pics (kind of)

D+G Spring 2005 RTW
Im sure everyones seen these but they're my favourites :-)
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(2"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Sunday, July 31st, 2005
8:18 pm - X-posted

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She makes me want to get off my ass &work out.

(3"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

2:12 pm

Hey All! I don't think most of you will remember me but I use to post here religously before I entered (forced into) day-treatment. Since then I haven't really been allowed on the computer. I'm still currently in day-treatment but I've started a new LJ up a while ago and thought I should post it in case any of my old friends remember me and would like me to add them or add me. I miss all of you and I can't wait until the day comes when I get out of treatment and start fasting again. I miss being so strong and having all of you lovely ladies as inspiration as well as thinspiration. I thank every one of you for helping me in the past. I love you all! Add my LJ defy_gravity86


(1"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Saturday, July 9th, 2005
2:51 pm

Does anyone know any good websites or communites where VERY low-cal recipes are posted?

x-posted like crazy

(1"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

1:03 am

Does anyone here know how old you have to be to work out at Gold's Gym? I was at the website and it didn't say. I understand you probably have to be at least 18 to sign up; but if my mom signed up, could I go work out there? I'm 15 years old right now, by the way. I'm asking because the last two gyms I went to, you had to be at least 18 to work out there.


(2"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

Thursday, June 16th, 2005
3:19 am



Friday, May 6th, 2005
8:15 pm

Name: Joy

Date starting diet: Tomorrow (18th May I think)

Age: 14

Location: London

BMI: 18.5

Height: 5'6'

CW: 113lbs (fat)
HW: 120lbs (fatteR)
LW: 91lbs (It was soo much better even though I never saw it then)
STGW: 98lbs
LTGW: 84lbs

I have got picture of myself at 91lbs but not right now sry.

Plus I have no idea how to cut so here is the link. (the host requires me to call it adult content cos its supposedly 'pro-ana' related *cough* but its not)

(3"-Inspired-" | -Beautie-)

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