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28 July 2010 @ 11:21 pm

Title: False Sense of Security
Pairings: Jaejoong-centric, Yunho/OC
Rating: Contains no sexual content, but just to be on the safe side, Rated.
Warnings: death, psychological impairment, dark-themes, violence and deviance and.. uhm... others.
Genre: thriller, suspense, horror
AN: A word of caution. Read at your own risk.

Summary: An ear-splitting scream ripped out from his chest, as he hugged the body tightly to himself and broke down in pain and grief.

Chapter 1 : Like a Puppet
Chapter 2 : My Beloved

He picked up her rigid body, alarmed at the coldness of her skin, and stared at her slighly blue face.Collapse )

False Sense of Security   

There she was, finally safe in his arms.

Till now, he had always watched her from afar, dreaming of this very moment for years. He suffered sleepless nights, restless days and a heart tortured with longing and despair. Now she was in his arms right where she belongs, peaceful and serene where nobody can disturb them.

They once took her away from him— those filthy men who call themselves ‘police’— and locked him up from the rest of the world. They tried to do it again a while ago, but he outsmarted them this time. Did they really think he would go back to that mental institution and suffer taking all those medications and talk sessions with that idiotic psychiatrist Shim? Did they think he would let Yunho, that bastard Yunho, steal his Eliza from him and get away with it unpunished? Hah! They thought wrong, gravely wrong. Little did they know he was prepared this time. He had spent his entire time at that mind-numbingly stupid asylum, planning every inch of his escape; from getting Eliza back and blowing up those who tried to wreck his happiness into tiny, pathetic pieces.

He smirked. Served them right for being in his way. They dare belittle his intelligence. They thought they had him trapped in that alley with only an axe as a weapon, when in truth it is where exactly he wanted them to be. They should have known that a top university medicine student like himself knew what makes the human body tick, and how deadly cyanide is if inhaled in gas form. Making that poison gas and throwing it to explode in front of those filthy cops’ faces, then jumping inside the dumpster where he kept Eliza, wearing the gas masks he hid there and waiting till the poisoned smoke cleared up... hearing the unsuspecting cops’ choking to death had given him a kind of satisfaction that cannot be replicated by anything else.

Now, on top of a building overlooking the whole of the city, he smiled as he gazed at face of the woman he had loved and will always love. He ignored the pool of red sticky liquid they were both bathing in; such mundane details seem much more insignificant as he held his beloved in his arms. He couldn't help but think of how beautiful she was, much more beautiful than he had ever imagined seeing her up close; much more beautiful than the view of the busy city night lights, much more beautiful than the full moon above them ... He lifted up his bloodied hands and traced the contours of her face. His fingers left a trace of the dark liquid on her pale lifeless face, but he couldn't care less. Nothing marred her beauty to him.

She was his, at long last. No longer would he have to forage her belongings to satiate his hunger. No longer would he have to keep himself hidden when he follows her. No longer would he have to watch her sleep cozily while he endures the bitter cold outside her window just to catch one tiny glimpse of her. Because he knows she would not be going anywhere now, not with her legs cut off like that. No longer would he have to watch her from afar, wondering what it would be like to see her up close; wondering what it would be like to hold her close to his heart, because there she is, safe and secure in his arms where she had always belonged.

The wind blew softly and her hair swayed along with it, covering both their faces. Jaejoong smiled and brushed her hair away from their faces and tucked the long strands to her ear. He finally noticed the coldness of her skin, the pale whiteness that replaced the once rosy cheeks and cherry lips he had always dreamed of touching. He innocently tilted his head, wondering.

"Are you cold, my love?" he asked.

Nothing responded to his question but the howling of the wind that was magnified ten times through the empty windows of the building they were on, giving him a false impression of an answer which no one but him could hear.

"Really?" he smiled at the non-existent response as he tightened his embrace and asked, "Is this warm enough, then?"

Again, only the wind responded to his question.

"I love you, too..." he whispered to her ear, voice thick with emotion, obsession."I have always loved you... You drive me crazy, do you know that, Eliza? Ever since the first time I laid my eyes on you, I knew you were destined to be mine. I've tried everything I could to get close to you, but you wouldn't let me. You kept shooing me away. Did you know how hurt I was when you did that? But don't worry, I forgive you. You didn't know you were going to be mine back then, right?

“That's why I waited. I just stood from afar, watching you, containing myself, because I know you wouldn't like it if I drifted close to you. I didn't want to make you angry. So I just waited. I followed you secretly everywhere for a long long time, waiting for you to realize that you’re the one for me, and I’m the one for you...

“But year after year passed... and you still didn't know... I was growing tired of waiting... But I pressed myself to wait. ‘All for her,’ I said to myself. ‘Just a little bit more.’

“But then that bastard Yunho appeared... Eliza, he tried to take you away from me! Him becoming your boyfriend made me so angry. That night when the two of you checked in that hotel alone... did you know how livid I was? Of course you didn't know... That's when I decided I was going to make you see. I was going to show you how much I love you, and make you see that no one could love you more than I do, even if I had to force you!

"So that night, I waited for you at your home. I was going to tell you everything I have kept for so long, and make you love me back. I waited for hours in front of your lawn. It was cold, freezing, but I didn’t care. I even bought a ring. See?"

He reached inside his pocket and fished out a ring, the band made out of gold adorned with little diamonds encircling a bigger diamond. He took Eliza's right hand, intending to slide it onto her ring finger. He frowned as he discovered she was wearing another ring. Snarling, he took it off and chucked it off the roof of the building, replacing it with his own present.

He gazed at it, admiring how it fit so well in her fingers. "I spent my entire life savings on that...” he bit his lower lip, his eyes gleaming with pride. “It's yours to keep." He stared at it lovingly for a while, before resuming to hugging the petite figure to his chest and continuing his story.

"I was very excited that night. So, so excited... My heart was practically jumping out of my chest! But then you came home with that Yunho in tow... I was so angry, Eliza, so angry! I watched quietly while the two of you made out inside his car for more than twenty minutes... I was seething with fury! I knew couldn't take it anymore. I knew I had to do something. I knew I had to kill him to prevent him from stealing you away from me! So that night, I disabled his car's breaks when the two of you went inside your house to continue what you were doing. I was so sure he was going to die when finally zoomed off with his car, I laughed so hard!

“And then, I knocked on your door. But you didn't let me inside. So I had to break it. I had to make you see that we were fated to be together! I took you to my apartment to make you see how much I love you! But those filthy cops... That bastard Yunho’s car crashed alright, but he just didn't die! He even told the police I kidnapped you! He just had to--"

His story abruptly stopped, his ears picking up non-existent sobbing coming from the lifeless body he was holding. Thinking he was the cause, he whispered soothingly, "I'm sorry, Eliza... I didn't mean to yell at you... I’m not angry at you, love. I can never be angry at you no matter how much you’ve hurt me in the past. The most important thing is that you’re here with me. Here with me now..."

Unbeknownst to him, a tear escaped from his eyes as he nuzzled his face closer to her shoulder, unconsciously transferring the clear liquid to the lifeless one's face.

He frowned as he saw that drop of liquid on his beloved’s face. He reached it with his bloodied hands and wiped it. Curiously, he put it in his mouth and tasted it.

"Such bitter tears..." he held her tighter, the coppery taste clinging on his mouth."There, there, my beloved... Don't cry now. From now on, we'll be together forever. No one can take you away from me ever again. No one. You’re mine. Mine alone… "

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Bright lights emitted by the searing sun momentarily blinded him as he opened his eyes from his deep slumber. His head ached badly, his muscles tired and sore. He slowly sat up straight, wondering what had happened. The last thing he remembered was that he was at Dr. Shim's office from his cell for their weekly sessions to cure his... illness... He also distinctly remembered that Dr. Shim was telling him something about Eliza getting married before his vision blurred and he fell into the darkness of oblivion. Eliza... Her name alone sent needles of pain to his heart. He wanted so badly to see her again, one last time, even just a peek, but according to Dr. Shim, he had to stay away from her. If he comes too close, he might endanger her life and a few more others’. He shuddered. He would willingly lock himself up before he hurts her. And it’s better to know that she’s safe and happy with Yunho and suffer the torment of not seeing her, than to bring any form of harm to her.

Shaking his head and concentrating to the current situation he was in, he looked up and was alarmed to see that there wasn't any roof hanging above him. He looked around... He wasn’t in Dr. Shim’s office, nor was he in his cell... In fact he wasn't in any place he was familiar with. He figured he was on a rooftop of a building. He looked down and became more alarmed with what he saw... blood.

Dried blood heavily stained his shirt, pants and arms.

"Oh no... Please no..." he murmured more to the sky than himself.

He snapped his head around and around, his worst fears slowly becoming reality. A bloody trail starting from where he was standing guided his eyes to wander to a bloody axe laid on one corner… along with a large mass of an unrecognizable thing that looked a lot like... like... His insides churned and his world began to spin as his face paled ghostly white. There she was, on the corner of the rooftop, her entire body bathing in dried blood and her legs... her legs... amputated...

"No no no no no no..." he breathed out. He rushed to her, ignoring his spinning vision and throbbing head, hoping against all hope that she was still alive, still breathing. But no such luck. A medicine student like him knows with one look whether a person is alive or dead. And the woman with amputated legs bathing in her own blood was certainly not alive. He picked her rigid body, alarmed at the coldness of her skin, and stared at her slightly blue face.

"No... This is not happening..." his voice barely coming out from his mouth as he gently touched her face. "Eliza... Eliza! What--What happened...? What did I do!? ELIZA!" An ear-splitting scream ripped out from his chest, as he hugged the body tightly down and broke down in pain and grief.

From the back of his mind, a dark voice whispered.

“Mine…”

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End

AN: Hm. Was that too disturbing? The first time I wrote it, I thought this was the creepiest thing I've ever written in my life. Now I'm kinda on the side of hmm... 

Comments are greatly appreciated.

 
 
Current Location: living room
Current Music: Itoshii Hito by Miyavi
 
 
20 July 2010 @ 05:59 pm
Title: False Sense of Security
Pairings: Jaejoong-centric, Yunho/OC
Rating: Contains no sexual content, but just to be on the safe side, Rated.
Warnings: death, psychological impairment, dark-themes, violence and deviance and.. uhm... others.
Genre: thriller, suspense, horror

Summary: I loved you so damn much, but you never gave me a chance... Well, if I can't have you, no one will.

Chapter 1 : Like a Puppet

It was like drowning, but without water and more painful and slower.Collapse )

Chapter 2 : My Beloved
 
 
Current Mood: sleepy
 
 
19 March 2010 @ 08:46 am
JunSu’s Revenge
By: viktorialouise
Length: One Shot
Genre: Suspense, Torture, Death
Pairing: YooSu
Word Count: 1,901


Author’s Note: I originally wanted to write something that would feature YooChun dying dramatically. But alas, my imagination had taken over me again and this is what it helped me write. I was surprised too. I couldn’t believe I had this inside my head. I honestly just wanted to grant Tin’s (tinseltown16) request.


( His dongsaeng would never play that kind of joke to him. )
 
 
Current Mood: shocked
 
 
Title: Smile like you mean it
Pairings: None, Jaejoong-centric
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Schizophrenia, potentially disturbing content
Genre: Horror/Angst

"They're talking to me, Chunnie." Jaejoong's voice is soft, barely above a whisper,
 
 
16 August 2008 @ 07:32 pm
Title: spider spun lace about your wrists.
Genre: angst, very mild horror
Rating: PG13
Pairing: bandfic(?), jaejoong-centric
Summary: imagining rescues and impossible hopes and pursued by your personal demons, secrets crouching in the shadows and flexing their claws.

you could almost see the monster nestled beside his soul, filling his skin and swallowing every blood vessel, looking out at you with Yunho's eyes and smiling with Yunho's mouth and you know it would use Yunho to kill you.
 
 
 
10 August 2008 @ 05:52 pm
Title: Human
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance/horror/comedy[?]/slight drama
Pairing/s: YooSu
Warnings: A!U, unbetaed, vampire!chun
Summary: Yoochun has lived his life searching for that same angelic voice that awoke him 14 years ago. He finds that voice one again in modern New York. Junsu, a young foreign exchange student from Korea, is attending the Juliard Music Academy where he meets Yoochun, a handsome exchange student like himself that he falls for...
A/N: Um, this is a short chapter. I'm using it to just introduce Emi and Jaejong fully. I'll be doing this every few chapters.
Bite[1]
Curious[2]
Stalker[3]

Human[4]
 
 
Current Music: Legally Blonde OBC - Chip on My Shoulder | Scrobbled by Last.fm
 
 
08 August 2008 @ 07:33 pm
Title: Stalker
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance/horror/comedy[?]/slight drama
Pairing/s: YooSu
Warnings: A!U, unbetaed, vampire!chun
Summary: Yoochun has lived his life searching for that same angelic voice that awoke him 14 years ago. He finds that voice one again in modern New York. Junsu, a young foreign exchange student from Korea, is attending the Juliard Music Academy where he meets Yoochun, a handsome exchange student like himself that he falls for...
A/N: Not much to say, except thanks to everyone who reads and comments =) And their might be a het!pair involving Changmin...so yeah. Look out for that :D And keep in mind that I have no real idea about Juliard. Just that its a music college.
Bite[1]
Curious[2]

I really like Changmin...
 
 
Current Music: 동방신기 - 01 Tonight | Scrobbled by Last.fm
 
 
06 August 2008 @ 07:24 pm
Title: Curious
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance/horror
Pairing/s: YooSu
Warnings: A!U, unbetaed, vampire!chun
Summary: Yoochun has lived his life searching for that same angelic voice that awoke him 14 years ago. He finds that voice one again in modern New York. Junsu, a young foreign exchange student from Korea, is attending the Juliard Music Academy where he meets Yoochun, a handsome exchange student like himself that he falls for...
A/N: Since so many people liked "Bite" I decided to try my hand at a chaptered fic. And thanks to all the people that read, commented and encouraged me to continue this story. The rest of the members of DBSK and some other members from other bands will also begin to make appearances throughout this story.
Bite[1]

cockblocker changmin!
 
 
Current Music: 東方神起 - Miss You (Ballad Version) | Scrobbled by Last.fm
 
 
05 August 2008 @ 11:23 pm
Title: Bite[oneshot]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance/horror[?]
Pairing/s: YooSu
Warnings: A!U, unbetaed, vampire!chun
Summary: Yoochun has lived his life searching for that same angelic voice that awoke him 14 years ago. He finds that voice one again in modern New York. Junsu, a young foreign exchange student from Korea, is attending the Juliard Music Academy where he meets Yoochun, a handsome exchange student like himself that he falls for...
A/N:Um, so this is my first fanfic for this fandom. I'm still unsure as to whether or not I should turn this into a chapter-fic...but yeah. Hope you enjoy!

I said RAPED!!!
 
 
Current Music: 슈퍼주니어해피 - I) | Scrobbled by Last.fm
 
 
29 July 2008 @ 12:30 am
Title: The Killer's Nightmare
Author: sammieh/sammirish
Pairing: JaeHo/YooSu/MinFood
Rating: PG13
Genre: AU, Action/Violence, Romance
Summary: An ultimate killer he is, but what is it that haunts him so?

Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9


Burn in hell, bastard.