Tags: wasted_time

Wasted time.

rewritten words on unexplained lines
lies and truth all combine
one simple minute on one simple page
things always change and so does the stage
unexplained words on rewritten lines
wastes every moment of our faithless lives
Catcher in the Rye

Wasted Time

Summers filled with unforgotten kisses,
Leaves flowing beneath our feet,
Words upon words of supposed meaningful emotion,
lie.

Eyes now dialated, pupils so small,
breath laced with chemical evidence
of your true desires,
full.

Lustful eyes always wandered,
the doll on your side stayed near,
a nice little toy to manipulate,
gone.

The value then immeasurable,
I kept you safe inside,
now I see it was all
a
waste
of
my
time,
as you never shared.

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*small side note: I'm going out of town, so if I am not here for an unusually longer amount of time, that's why. :)

Wasted time.

Was it really all a waste of time?
The words that you spoke,
the lies that I believed,
the hours spent on the phone
just listening to your voice
and your promises
and your truths (what truths?!)
and you.
The three nights meant everything to me.
EVERYTHING!
e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.
everything!!!

and no matter how I say it, it's still
  always  the  same  .
And I know it meant something to you,
but it's just not fair to me,
and
during the months I spent dreaming of us?
You fell for her.
How could I have expected anything?
You soothe my fears and allay my qualms,
and I somehow "foolishly" believed that you would be there
because
I would have been there for you.
Anywhere, anytime.
Ever.
She hurt you, and I'm so sorry
that you don't have someone
who would treat you like I would have.
But I'm not going to be there for you when you cry,
because you weren't there for me,
and you are the reason for my tears
every single night.
And... sorry hun, but...
You simply wasted my time.