August 19th, 2004

new kid

hey everyone! i'm new to the community and i found it thru an advertisement in emo_girls... anywho, i'm kelsey, i'm 15, and from michigan. just thought i'd introduce myself. i'll update later tonight or tomorrow, but for now... this song pretty much explains wuts bn goin on in my head since i broke up with my last boyfriend. (it was in june, but i loved the kid with all of my heart)

<333 always,

-kels-

u'd think cheating once was enuf, but obviously not...Collapse )

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Brag About This

i am all youve ever wanted, what the other boys all promised

Delve deeper into the abyss we call ignorance
Realize it is bliss, but sadly we must come up for air
With our head above the water we only yearn to be suffocated
To disappear in the depths of shallow hopes and false prides
That such an ocean as this provides
Become invisible and disappear for a few moments
In the anonymity of this mob mentality
So much time spent on the group as a whole
We have lost our dirty faces, and shaking voices
Our trembling hands, and unsteady knees
What other option than to find ourselves lost again

im kenya..im 17 from LA..im into all kinds of music, but emo is what i turn to when i need something i know will deliver from the feeling of loneliness..yeah...add me if ud like

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I just got into a fight with my friends... and I was hurt..these lyrics are perfect to desribe how I felt. Hope u guys appreciate them as much as I do.
Inside alone
this world's coming down on me again
Nowhere to run to
as these twisted thoughts flow through my head
I never wanted to break away
Can't help that I don't feel the same
And now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I stare into myself I'm scared
of what I just might find
A reflection of my past
something I've always tried to hide
Now my life is coming apart
Why must I always be this way?
Now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I can no longer take this
The pain that lives inside of me
Must find a way to erase this
So I can finally breathe

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees