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[03 Apr 2008|02:45pm]

 hi i'm new (:
i'm 15 and i've been cutting for about 2years now, and i want to stop. i think i've realized that it's slowly ruining my life the more and more that i do it... and my legs look like a scratching post, and everyday that i have to look at them is a constant reminder of all of the horrible things that led to it.

i'm really happy to be a part of this community
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[18 Feb 2006|12:22am]

1350+ members. Self Injury/Suicide support community. Anyone can join.
If you SI, used to, think about it, know someone who does, etc; feel free to join.
It isn't pro or anti SI, it for support, and support you *will* get there or could give.

It's like a big family more than anything, with new people coming
everyday & sometimes people feeling recovered enough to leave.

It is a safe place to go and let things out, ask for help/advice
or anything of that sort; and it will continue to be safe too.

Remember to read the rules if you join, they're easy to follow but very important. :)
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[17 Mar 2005|01:56pm]

Hey, I'm new here... My name's Rachael. I've been cutting for a while now, and though I don't want to stop immediately (tried going cold turkey a few times, didn't work) I'd like to stop it in the long run...
I think I'll be moving out of home as soon as possible. Apparently, it's just not a done thing for a sixteen year old to move out. But I can't stand my grandmother anymore, and yeah... I'm sorry, I've lost my wordiness, heh. I can't even be my usual articulate self. Meh.
Anyways, just hello to all...
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Doing really well [11 Dec 2004|06:18pm]

I just wanted to say, that although I havent been an active member, for me, joining this community and a few other anti-self mutilation communities has done wonders. Not only have I stopped cutting. I've mostly stopped doing things like pinching, biting, holding ice cubes, hitting, pulling hair and other stuff I used to do. And to beat all, most to all urges have disappeared! I'm doing really well, and wanted to give everyone else the encouragement to say that if I can do it, YOU CAN TOO!
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[26 Sep 2004|04:11pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

Hi. I'm new. I'm Nika. I'm 14. And I am trying not to cut. I'm not depressive, I havent been abused. I've had a great life. But for some reason I have been cutting for the past four or more monthes. And ever since the first time I cut, I've known it was very bad, and that I need to stop. But that didnt work. I also have an intense phobia of my mom finding out. So I'd cut on my upper thigh, and hip, and cut the same cuts over and over and over again. And then it didnt work well enough there. And I moved onto my wrist. And it felt beautiful. So I did a few more over the course of a month. And then my mom saw. She made me promise never to cut again, or else she'd tell my dad, and my family, and my friends. And maybe put me in serious therapy. So I'm trying to stop for her. Also I promised one of the two friends who know that I am stopping. I've been doing really well. I think. But havent stopped. My mom found out almost a month ago. And I've only cut four times since then. I dont think I have a serious problem, but I do know that I need to stop before I get worse.

So thats a bit about me. I thought I'd join to hear about other people who are working towards stopping, or have. And to hear other techinques to make urges go away. (I've tried ice cubes. I've tried punching myself, I've tried pinching. They work, but not the same.) I hope that wasnt too long.

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Cross-Posted To Where I've Joined [02 Aug 2004|02:32am]

An introduction.

I am bad at beginnings, usually the same with endings. I have lost so much in the past year; friends, lovers, blood, tears and much of myself. I am covered both inside and my flesh with scars....reminders. They remind me of who I am and where I have been. You cannot forget those things otherwise you have no where to start from.

I started the blogging epidemic today and I struggle now with a few things:

1. Getting this started- joining places, writing, maintaining.

2. Not delving deeper into want.

3. Committing myself to this and possible treacherous scrutinies from those who do not know me.

I guess this is hello.
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An Introduction [23 Feb 2004|08:32am]

[ mood | pessimistic ]

I hope this is okay, I am new here, hello to everyone... I've been looking for a good support community--it seems the rest are gratifying the fact that you cut yourself and... that's not me. I hate that I do it and I hate myself for doing it. I'm so depressed, so down, I just want to be happy again! I promised my boy friend I wouldn't because I don't want to... But I've lied to him! And betrayed him... and it just makes me hate myself worse and cut myself all over again. All I want is to just stop and be happy again...

Well... that was a rather depressing intro. T__T; But, hello, I am looking forward to being here, meeting new people, things like that. n__n

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[25 Jul 2003|04:08pm]

I know what you're thinking. I'm back at zero. But I'm not.

Two months. Two of the hardest months, and I've faced it all, and I still haven't fallen back to zero.

Maybe this is the start of something.
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[02 Jul 2003|01:20am]



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[26 May 2003|09:38pm]

it's no longer cutting. that's gone. I don't even think about it. and I find that when others self injure it aggravates me and I look down upon them... or something like that. so it's moved from cutting to snorting downers. a cocktail of chemicals in my system. and then we all wake up without a nostril.
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[04 May 2003|12:04pm]

I'm back at day zero again.

I'm disappointed in myself, but I'm sort of worried, because I'm not as disappointed as I want to be. I don't know if that makes sense.

Trying again though. :) Have to, need to. Want to.

Anyway. A friend suggested the ice cube thing. I read about it on some website a while ago, but what you do is you just hold ice cubes in your hand as long as you can stand it. It helped. It won't always, especially if you want to see blood, but it helped. I reccomend it.

I'll get better. I always do.
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[03 May 2003|09:25pm]

I haven't updated in a long time. Welcome to the new people. Tonight was alright. I went to an alcoholics anonymous meeting. I stopped counting the days and weeks that I have for self injuring. It just wasn't important anymore. I didn't go out or anything. I just sort of forgot about it. Self injuring rarely crosses my mind. but I am not cured.
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[01 May 2003|08:01pm]
I hate it when people say things like, "If you didn't screw your arms and legs up so much you could wear shorts and you could take off your sweater and you wouldn't be so hot."

It makes me feel small.

Yeah, fuck off.
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[08 Mar 2003|06:08pm]
running running running & never getting far enough away
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[27 Feb 2003|07:42pm]

yeah.... so I'm a drug addict....
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[24 Feb 2003|11:21pm]

cutting is always going to be an option....
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[19 Feb 2003|03:50pm]
It's been two months since I have cut. You have no idea how elated I am about this...

At three weeks he told me that there was a pattern. I'd say I don't cut anymore, I'd stop for three weeks, and then I'd get overloaded and I'd cut. Three weeks, he said. Three weeks and I cut, so that meant I was due to cut soon.

That was five weeks ago.

I have to continue seeing him until I have been cut-free for six months. Two months down and I only have four left to go. Tori Amos is on my CD player and I've got scissors sitting right in front of me, and I have not (WILL NOT) picked them up.
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[15 Feb 2003|05:20pm]

Nothing feels different. I don't even think about it. I don't try and change. because this isn't what I am to begin with.

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[11 Feb 2003|09:21pm]

she was right. but I'm not sure how I feel about it. he gave me my diagnosis. I don't agree with it. My image versus what I am are completely different...
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