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I wrote this when I was sapposed to be sleepin [29 May 2005|03:25pm]

hedder_42
What's the point in sleeping? It just makes me think of Brent. Yes Brent has been gone for about 30 minutes now. He had to leave at 2 AM to be able to get to work in the morning. After the gang left, he was really quiet, and it was scaring me, he wouldn't even look at me, he was so upset. Finally he told me he didn't want to leave. Then he started to cry. After I had been crying out of frusteration that he wouldnt tell me anything. So we spent a good 15 minutes crying together, then I had to take Kari home, it was a quiet ride there. When I got back he hugged me and said he was sorry about before. Then we watched TNA for a bit. After we turned the TV off the tears started by me again, I sobbed in his arms for a good 20 minutes. I just couldn't bare him leaving me again. After a while I got calmed down so we canoodled a bit. Then we just laid in eachothers arms and hugged and kissed. After a bit I told him not to hold his tears anymore, I could see it in his eyes that he was hurting, I don't want him to hide his emotions from me, so I held him in my arms for quite sometime, I am really glad he got it out. THen it was really time to say goodbye. I hate that part. So we cried a bit more, hugged and kissed, then he was gone.
I know alot of you want to say I told you so or you should have known what you were getting into when you started this realationship. I know and I will always know what I got into. I got into a realationship with a man I love with everything that I am. He means everything to me and I want to spend my life with him. Of course I am going to be upset now and than that we aren't always together. Thats what being in love is, missing your loved one when he isnt around. What really keeps me going is knowing that someday we will be together forever and I will never have to wait to see him again, he will already be there. Until then tho, I try to be as strong as I can most of the time, but let out a good cry when needed.
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My Brent weekend!! [29 May 2005|03:24pm]

hedder_42
Well the weekend with Brent went wonderful as always.He got here Friday night at about 10:00 he called me saying he was at suoer 8 and I was sapposed to meet him there, but when I went outside to go to my car, there he was! I was so excited! So after a while we decided to go to Wal-Mart why? Why not? So we wandered around Wally WOrld a bit then we went back to wanda's. We spent the whole night canoodeling and talking until about 3. We got up at 8!!! So we hung around and watched some cartoons for a bit, then we went to my grandpa's house to see the twins, and after a bit we went to Culver's for a birthday lunch for Kari. She liked her present which was a ticket to American Idol Live. After that we spent a feww hours at my Grandparents house, looking at old photo books and what not. Then Kari,Brent, and I rented Blade:Trinity, watched that, after the movie, we picked up Denielle (Kari's cousin) did some hanging around, eventually Chris and Charles came along, which after that was complete chaos! Charles is a riot! Hes a 14 year old kid whom you'd think was 19!! It was especially fun to see Charles and Chris play with these rubber stretchy penis' they bought at pure pleasure, why? I dont know! Amanda showed up! I havnt seen her since I graduated!! It was nice to see her. We cut the cookie cake, and ate hotdogs and cake, more craziness went on then we all headed outside for a bonfire. The craziness ensued, it was a bunch of Charles making fun of chris, Charles trying to bend metal when he put it into fire, and me cuddling with Brent :) After an hour we decided to head back downstairs. I put in System of a DOwn's new CD which I am in love with now, anyone want to buy it for me?! Charles decided to start talking to people on my msn, that was fun, he was trying to get Sha to show him her boobies, she wouldnt so I did instead lol. Chris and Charles did a dance to the song Holiday. More penis fights! So I should say Kari had a good birthday!
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*Pics* <3 *Kelly *&* Drew* [27 May 2005|09:47am]

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Xx She's In Love with The Boy xX <3 [26 May 2005|11:35am]

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I have a sexy boyfriend [24 May 2005|12:27am]

hedder_42

FIrst off, Brent and I talked, and now he is alot better, so ignore my last entry!

 

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I need to scream!! [23 May 2005|11:35pm]

hedder_42
Well I cant really scream because I'd wake people up. I want to scream because I can't cry. I cant cry because I dont like crying in front of my dad. I want to cry because Brent is upset that we are away from eachother. When he's upset I am. It's not really his fault that I am upset, I just care for him so goddamn much, I want him to be happier, and I don't know what to do! So I get frusterated then I get upset and want to cry. I just wish I could do something! I want to hold him so much! To tell him it will all be ok. I am not giving up on him tho. I know we will be together someday and I just want that to happen, so I need to be strong until then.
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[23 May 2005|12:52am]

vintageprincess


I've just opened a new love community for people in serious relationships - so if you're in love, it's the place for you!
It's not a rating community - so everyone is welcome :)

There will be lots of interactive, fun things to do, such as weekly questions & themes, couple of the month and graphic rewards for active members!

So please spread the love, and check out fairytale__love!
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New pic of my hunny [16 May 2005|02:27pm]

hedder_42

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I write this as I wipe tears from my eyes [12 May 2005|10:20am]

hedder_42
Yea I am sitting here crying. I miss Brent with every inch of my emotions and soul and everything else that has feeling. Did that make sense? I dont care. I know I thought about all the pain I would have to go through and what not when I decided to get into a long distance relationship. I just am feeling some of that pain right now, and thats normal. Usually in a relationship, if you want to see your bf, you just go on over to his place, but until he moves here I really can't do that. I have to make due with his pictures and his words he types to me, and sometimes when he calls me I can hear his voice and that feels a little better, to know hes on the otherside, loving me back. The best times in my life are when he comes and visits me in Rochester :) I am free and happy as can be. The man I love is holding me in his arms, and I can touch and feel and hear him all at the same time. Then he leaves me and all that hurt comes back. I know I love this man dearly with every fiber of my being, its just hard to be away from him when I love him so much. I really hope he moves here soon.
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New Member here! [10 May 2005|09:37pm]

hedder_42

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~XoXoXoOxOx~ [22 Apr 2005|08:48pm]

ritesofundeath
Your name: Chris (Christine)
S/O name: Joey
Your age: 24
Their age: 21
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) hmm. verbally engaged.
Are you in love?: yes
How long: by way of string theory... for all of time.
Anniversary date: 11/27
Children?: 2
How did you two meet?: joey was the lead singer in the band i used to go see on the weekends. it was definitely something that was meant to be. the first night we hung out... we both knew it.
Anything else: finding the person you are meant to be with, feeling something so powerful and true.. something so real.. there are no words to describe how amazing it is.

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Low on cash, but SO in love! [02 Apr 2005|11:34am]

deedah86
My boyfriend's birthday is coming up, and I am in a bind. I have college in the fall, so I'm running REAL low on cash these days. I want his birthday to be perfect, and I was wondering if you guys had any ideas. I know I'm going to have him to my house and I'm making him his favorite dish and dessert, but that's all I have so far. Any sweet surprises or suggestions you guys have would be SO appreciated!
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[02 Apr 2005|11:31am]

deedah86
Your name: Krista
S/O name: Craig
Your age: 18
Their age: 17
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) dating but extremely serious
Are you in love?: absolutely
How long: one year and 4 months
Anniversary date: November 29
Children?: not yet
How did you two meet?: summer camp
Anything else: I just love him more than anything in the world and would do anything to make him happy
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[03 Mar 2005|08:10pm]

jus_hold_me

Your name: Courtney
S/O name: Ryan
Your age: 14
Their age: 14
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) Dating
Are you in love?: Yessss
How long: 6 months 2days ago
Anniversary date:  i feel bad about this i dont really know, im pretty sure it was 2weeks before his b-day. (Sep. 30)
Children?: No
How did you two meet?: We met in the 2nd grade and i went to another school and then in the 7th grade we remet. And then we started going out about 2 week before his b-day
Anything else:No


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[18 Feb 2005|02:10pm]

chelseasmommy03
Your name: Dana
S/O name: Chris
Your age: 20
Their age: 21
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) engaged
Are you in love?: yes
How long: 4 years
Anniversary date: we got together on July 6th 2001, and we got engaged on Feb 14 2003
Children?: yes, a daughter who will be 2 on March 13th, Chelsea Marie
How did you two meet?: through friends
Anything else: nope, not that I can think of.
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New [10 Feb 2005|06:02pm]

born_to_run87
[ mood | cheerful ]

Your name: Lauren
S/O name: Steve
Your age:18
Their age:17
Status: (dating, engaged, or married)dating
Are you in love?: yes, very much
How long: almst 3 years
Anniversary date: 4/15/02
Children?: lol not yet
How did you two meet?: At a school dance
Anything else: Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!

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Newbie [10 Feb 2005|09:59am]

baby_nurse
[ mood | amused ]

Your name: Candice (candy, candy-ass, dice, whatever you want)
S/O name: Robert (bobby)
Your age: 20 (21 on may 9th)
Their age: 20 (21 on march 9th)
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) unofficially engaged. (he asked I said yes, but no ring)
Are you in love?: yes, very much
How long: 3 1/2 yrs
Anniversary date: 09/20/01
Children?: none yet
How did you two meet?: we met through friends at school :) we were in grade 9 when we met.
Anything else: got some pics for ya :)

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[27 Jan 2005|04:03pm]

i_promise_iwill
[ mood | loved ]

Your name: Kimberly aka Kimi
 S/O name:  Benjamin  aka Ben
Your age: 18
Their age:  18
Status: (dating, engaged, or married)  dating
Are you in love?:  yes i am
How long:  3 months and some weeks
Anniversary date:  10.18.04
Children?: not yet
How did you two meet?: we grew up together
Anything else: umm i love benjamin!


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[20 Jan 2005|08:53pm]

volcomchikki16
Hello everyone.. I have a small request. I am soooo sorry if it is not allowed, if it's against the rules then I will totally understand if it gets deleted.

Request:

I need any cute quotes about being in love, telling a guy he's soooo amazing, he's your everything, your completely in love with him.. Things along those lines. PLEASE.

I am doing a few little things for Valentine's Day and our 6 month (which is 3 days after Valentine's Day) for my boyfriend..

Any help would be mucho loved. Please and thanks in advance.
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[04 Jan 2005|04:57pm]

_natalielyn


are you hot enough?
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