Log in

No account? Create an account
xo In Love ox's Journal [entries|friends|calendar]
xo In Love ox

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

So close :-D [04 Oct 2005|06:26pm]


post comment

[06 Sep 2005|04:39pm]

Alright, so I've got a bit of an issue here.

Basically, I've become really attracted to this guy I work with, he's a friend of Robby's. I've even started having dreams about this guy.
Now I love Robby, and nothing would ever make me stray from him, but I feel just so completely crappy that I've become attracted to this guy. And it's not like I can avoid him, cause I work with him(Plus, we have a lot in common and have become friends as well).
I know I can't control who I'm attracted too, and I'd NEVER cheat on Robby. I just feel bad.

My question though, should I tell Robby about it? I feel bad...
And if this has happened to you at all, how did you handle it? I can't just stop being attracted to him, I know this much, and I work with him every day, and I'd rather not stop being friends with him. It's a confusing and weird situation for me, and I probably sound really naive to all of you, but this is the first time I've had to deal with this sort of thing in the three years I've been with Robby.

x-posted in a lot of places, sorry if you've read it somewhere else.
4 comments|post comment

[29 Aug 2005|02:27pm]

[ mood | creative ]

Me and my boy`s one year anniversary is coming up !!

Any ideas for adorable gifts. Anything would be helpful *

thanks loves <3

post comment

REQUEST [05 Aug 2005|05:27pm]


Request please... I'll love whoever does this for me forever... I promise!

I want some pics of me and ti, turned into something like the icon below. It looks soft, and the heart and writing looks cool. I want it to say "we are sooo in love" and then "in love since 21/08/04"


post comment

[28 Jul 2005|05:34pm]

I got a post card from Robby today!!!!*sqeals of happiness ensue*
He wrote the post card on the 23rd, but it just got here today. LOL. It's from Croatia, how cool is that!
He says he misses me, and that he's having a good time(but kind of bored, casue there aren't many people his age on the cruise. Everyone is either middle aged-elderly, or really really young. So I'm sure he's spending a lot of quality time with his family. haha.

Now, I'm sure I'll get all the flaming of "See, you were worrying over nothing!" and I'll be the first one to admit I was. But that's the kind of person I am. hahaha. I've always been a person to worry easily when I don't hear from people I'm close to. If my parents are gone all day, and I don't know where they are, I worry cause I always think they might be hurt somewhere. I'm a worrier, something I need to work on. lol

I love it when I get 30 bucks for just taking in the recycling, it's a good feeling, easy money like that(Though I got dirty gathering everything, but oh well. haha).

I have a lot of engergy right now, probably cause I heard from Robby and I so happy! But my back hurts from work, so I think I'm going to go lie down and read.
post comment

New pics!! [29 Jul 2005|12:11pm]

[ mood | hyper ]


I love Tyler.... <3


Sorry it aint under a lj cut.. it wont let me



1 comment|post comment

Frustrations [26 Jul 2005|02:34pm]

He's been gone a little over a week, and I haven't heard one word from him.
He told me he'd email me(Cause internet cafe's/bars are pretty popular there, plus he said they have computers on the cruise ship, so it's not like he has no internet access).
It's hard to feel like he misses me, when he doesn't seem to be making too much effort to contact me...
I miss him a lot, not hearing from him isn't making it much better.

Guess he doesn't miss me.

My friends have been keeping me busy though, last night, me, Mary, Steve, Jason and Jordan got together and watched some movies, and Mary spent the night with me at Robby's the other night, so I'm still having a good summer, despite the fact that I haven't heard from him. But he's still at the top of my mind ya know?

Guess I'll just have to wait and see if he contacts me later, cause he's gone for a little over a week more.

How would you girls handle this kind of situation? I mean, he's in Europe on a cruise, so I don't expect a phone call(Cause it'd be really expensive). And I suppose he could just be really busy with his family sight-seeing, but I thought he would have at least sent me a short email by now...
1 comment|post comment

[20 Jul 2005|11:09am]

Tyler came over yesterday, he'd been away on holiday, so it was great to see him! He was playing the playstation so I went to my room and put flower petals all over the bed, turned off the lights, and lit candels. Then I called him in. It was soooooo sweet, just like in the movies.
I'm gunna make my journal friends only, so if anyone wants to read it, just add me as a friend and then I'll add you back. I really want some people to talk and comment too!
post comment

[18 Jul 2005|11:37am]

He's only been gone for a day and I already miss him so much :-(
Though I'm happy I got to see him yesterday morning before he left, he came over at 8:30am to pick up his house key and said good bye to me. It's proving to be very hard not having him here to cuddle with.
He can't call me, cause international calling is expensive, unless he gets a calling card. But he said he'd write to me and email me.
God I miss him...
I'm so pathetic aren't I?

I'm at his house right now, watching his pets, and letting Whittney(his dog) in the house for a while cause it's so damned hot outside, and she can't be left inside by herself. So I figure I'll hang here for an hour or so, then go home and come back later and let her in for a little while longer.

Christa was here for the weekend and left today to go back to Arcadia, so until Robby gets home, I'll probably just spend a lot of time here with Whittney and Eddie. Even Mary is out of town! Why is everyone leaving at the same time! I mean, everyone said to keep busy, but everyone I hang out with is gone. Guess I'll have Harry Potter to keep me company huh?

So yea, I'm trying to take everyone's advice and keep busy while he's gone, and I figured I'd update to tell you all I'm trying. LOL. It's not easy though.

Not much else to update on, sorry for the sparatic entry. LOL.
post comment

[18 Jul 2005|09:11pm]

Your name: Kelly
S/O name: Tyler
Your age: just turned 16 =D
Their age:  15
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) dating
Are you in love?: YES
How long: over a year on my behalf
Anniversary date: we don't actually know... we didn't take note..
Children?: Someday
How did you two meet?: Through school
Anything else: I LOVE MY BABY
2 comments|post comment

[16 Jul 2005|04:05pm]

Robby's leaving for a two and a half week trip to Europe. I'm going to miss him so much. He goes on these sorts of trips all the time, but I never get used to being so far away from him. Anyone else have the same problem? I'll probably shed some tears before he leaves, cause I'm cool like that. haha. But I really will miss him.

Gotta head over to Robby's soon, to get his house key, cause I'm house sitting. Hopefully we'll be able to spend some time together, cause he leaves tomorrow. All I know is, I'll be very upset if we don't get to spend some time together before he leaves.

But should I be getting used to him being gone? His family ALWAYS goes on these long trips, but I always take it so hard when he leaves. Am I just weird? Or do any of you go through this too? I just don't want to feel like I'm a huge clingy girlfriend ya know?
2 comments|post comment

About me..=) [12 Jul 2005|09:08pm]

Your name: Brook
S/O name: Jacob
Your age: 15 *since march*
Their age: 15 *in sept*
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) Dating
Are you in love?: Oh yes..
How long: Over a year
Anniversary date: July 6th 2004
How did you two meet?: We met through a friend who kinda set us up together. Never seen or met him before him. I thank that firend very often.
Anything else: I'm madly in love with Jacob. He's the best thing to ever happen to me in my whole life and i'd be lost without him. Noone could ever take his palce <3 I'm in love for now..and for the rest of my life.

Pictures <3Collapse )
post comment

25th Birthday to me [12 Jul 2005|11:48am]

[ mood | naughty ]

Today is my birthday !!

post comment

In Love with Neil [08 Jul 2005|10:54am]

[ mood | enthralled ]

Your name: Nina
S/O name: Neil
Your age: DOB - 7.12.80
Their age: DOB - 10.14.77
Status: Together since January 2005
Are you in love?: YES
How long: Since February
Anniversary date: Hmmmm unfortunately I don't know, it all happened so fast, lol
Children?: Maybe someday if we both agree on it
How did you two meet?: Restaurant
Anything else: Uhhh..... I love Neil, ha ha

post comment

[30 Jun 2005|02:06pm]


request & quote (at the bottom)

I know this isnt exactly requesting quotes/lyrics/one-liners/poems but I am including a quote at the bottom so any help would REALLY be appreciated!! Mine & my boyfriends One Year Anniversary is coming up quick. I dont really have any ideas as to what to get him! =( I'm sure that probably sounds awful. I mean, I'm making him another scrapbook because he loved the one I made him for Valentine's Day but I need ideas on things to buy him now.

PLEASE help!!

have you ever been laying in bed
thinking about him &
all of a sudden your body starts to
tingle .. & you want
more than to be
in his arms?

1 comment|post comment

Hard decisions.... [29 Jun 2005|01:11pm]

Needing a little advice/support from you ladies out there...
Read more...Collapse )

Do you think I'm making the right decision?
Any help here is much appreciated.
2 comments|post comment

If this isnt allowed please beat me up! [28 Jun 2005|09:34pm]


eek!Collapse )

post comment

Intro :-D [25 Jun 2005|05:49pm]

Your name:Erin
S/O name:Robby
Your age:19
Their age:17(Yea, he's a little younger, but I JUST turned 19 and he's turning 18 in November).
Status: (dating, engaged, or married)Engaged actually :-)
Are you in love?:Very much.
How long:How long have I been in love? I'd have to say I fell in love about a month in to our relationship. I was having a lot of emotional issues at the time and he was there for me, I realized how much I loved him then and that I wanted to be with him forever.
Anniversary date:October 10th, 2002.
Children?:Not yet. We're both too young and still in school.
How did you two meet?:Band my junior(His sophmore) year of high school. Yup, we're both band geeks and damned proud of it :-D
Anything else:As you can see from our anniversary date, we're coming up on three years together pretty soon here, any ideas you all might have for an anniversary surprise would be great :-D

Here are a few pictures(Sorry there's a lot, lol):

Read more...Collapse )
Sorry there were so many, haha. I love showing him off :-P
1 comment|post comment

[24 Jun 2005|09:22pm]

Your name: Mary
S/O name: Stephen
Your age: 16
Their age: 18
Status: (dating, engaged, or married)Dating
Are you in love?: At least I am...
How long: Almost five months
Anniversary date: Um...three differant ones, Valentine's Day, March 15, March 22
Children?: Nope
How did you two meet?: Band and school
Anything else: I love every moment spent with him and it seems that even when he's across the country, he's still right here with me. He makes everything seem so special, including me. He's a romantic and yet and animal...*wink*. He makes stars turn into dreams and dreams turn into reality.
post comment

[17 Jun 2005|03:11pm]

[ mood | happy ]

Your name:Danielle Nicole Peart
S/O name: Michael Lee Holland
Your age: 15
Their age: 15
Status: (dating, engaged, or married) Dating
Are you in love?: Very.
How long: 9 months
Anniversary date: September 15, 2004
Children?: No.
How did you two meet?: At school, we`d been great friends for about 2 years.
Anything else: We`re so happy together, he`s so great, I love him very much =)

1 comment|post comment

[ viewing | 20 entries back ]
[ go | earlier/later ]