i've got a long term boyfreind, who intends on spending the rest of his life with me. i would love nothing more, but i'm still young. and i want to live before all that shit happens.
i've been falling for a guy i work with for a very long time. i can't stop thinking about him. whenever my boyfreind and i are together, all i think about is the other guy. while we're sleeping together, to get off i have to think of the other guy. he has no idea how i feel about him. and it's just getting worse, and worse. more intense.
damnit. all i want to do is hold him.