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[27 Dec 2005|09:36pm]


Hey___ [03 Apr 2005|01:30am]

[ mood | bitchy ]

I am trying to understand why I feel such a void in my heart---like something is missing and it has now been a YEAR!!!!!!!!!-----------------i hate this--------
Men are out for themselves. I am going to start playing by their rules. I am tired of playing by the rulessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[26 Feb 2005|11:49am]


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loves a pain in the ass [21 Feb 2005|11:46pm]

[ mood | okay ]

im new to this group, howdy! im guna let out how i feel, i hope im not alone in this feeling here!

i loved you once
i would of done anything for you
but you spat it back at my face
you chose her, HER? my kinda "friend"
well theres nothing i can do but to move on
just talk 2me from time 2time, is that2 much 2 ask 4?
ofcourse it is, you prefer her company
fine. ignore my existance..
some day youl love me like i loved you, some day youl want me like i wanted you, some day youl need me like i needed you, someday youl want me back, but i wont want you.


my issue... [20 Feb 2005|11:32pm]

can someone read my journal from this morning at 12 am and see what you think? i'm really confused right now and plus i just joined this live journal thing so i really don't know how to work it thanx.
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[25 Dec 2004|04:31pm]

WOOHOO this community isn't mine anymore! :-P

[21 Dec 2004|12:40am]

dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_ dear_god_

[20 Dec 2004|11:29am]

[ mood | determined ]

ahh this community is dead and i always forget about it so if anybody wants the password to it ill give it to you and you can do whatever you want with it! if not ill just delete it! let me knooooow

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[15 Dec 2004|11:41am]

these feelings i have are putting a horrible restraint on my current relationship. but thee's no way out...

and i've already fallen so hard for this other guy. i don't know what to do. either way, i know i will probably be unhappy... and either way, i'm going to hurt, and i'm going to hurt someone else.

fucking horrible person.

[09 Dec 2004|12:29pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

when my man is trying to get me off, all i think of is you.
i feel trapped, and you supply the freedom i desperatly need.
save me.

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[08 Dec 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i don't really feel like writing in here, but i'm bored so why not!

everything was going go0d..then it went all shitty..and it's still all shitty BLAH but i'm hoping everything works out and everything goes back to being good :] yeah that was kinda pointless but oh well! <3

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[06 Dec 2004|06:54pm]

hello. i just joined.

i've got a long term boyfreind, who intends on spending the rest of his life with me. i would love nothing more, but i'm still young. and i want to live before all that shit happens.

i've been falling for a guy i work with for a very long time. i can't stop thinking about him. whenever my boyfreind and i are together, all i think about is the other guy. while we're sleeping together, to get off i have to think of the other guy. he has no idea how i feel about him. and it's just getting worse, and worse. more intense.
damnit. all i want to do is hold him.

Why [01 Dec 2004|11:00am]

[ mood | crushed ]

why do you think that you have to hit me to love me. You say you love me and care about me, well now a lot of people can see how much you love me. YOU SON OF A BITCH!! I am not doing this again. I can't be with someone who hits me for being me. I told you its done, and I dont want to be with you. Get it through your head. So I guess what I am good for is just a hit when ever you feel like it! I am not a fucken punching bad I was your girl. I never cheated on you and I would have never. Now you'll never know. You need to find someone to help you. I am never gonna be there for you, I just can't. Last time I almost lost my life, I will never get into a relationship like this one again. I may care about you, and now I dont give a fuck. Now you know why I could never tell you I love you, something in me told me I didnt. So I am going to have to heal from this.

Why why do men think they have to hit a girl they say they care about? Can someone help me understand that one. Did I do something wrong?

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torn apart [30 Nov 2004|09:04pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

so he dumped me three years ago. i was so completely in love with him. i still am. and for the last three years i've just thought about being with him again, and kissing him again, and sleeping with him again. he has NO IDEA how i feel about him. i talk to him every now and then, except now it's been a little more often. in a nutshell, he wants to cheat on his girlfriend with me. now i have this opportunity to be with him again, but this is not the way that i envisioned it. does ANYONE believe in monogamy anymore? FUCK FUCK FUCK

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Hey I am new [17 Nov 2004|11:09pm]



There isn't really much to say how I feel except in this poem, enjoy.




You have no idea how much I miss you

I want to tell you that in every possible way I can

But you are consumed with a broken heart

What do you think I have been having?

The way you feel now

Is how I felt the day you left?

I want to sympathize with you

But how can me

When I still love you

But your heart is somewhere else

I want to make love to you

Like you don't know

I want to know where your heart is

You made a choice

Yet I am still here

My heart is calling out to you

You made an offer I can't refuse

But where is your heart

Not like I could mend it

Nor can you mend mine

But of course you wouldn't know that

You seem to think I am fine since you went away

But now you are calling back to me

As I am calling back to you

Things aren't like what they were before

It’s different this time

I can't say how I feel

Because that just wouldn't work

When you are feeling like this

And I like this

Its just one big mess

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Jokes on Me!! [17 Nov 2004|08:57pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

Well I was seeing a guy, and I was falling for him. Next thing I know he just stop coming around, and calling me. I was told he was at my work with another girl. Why do I believe all the lies? I guess I should just get use to the pain. People wonder why I have anger problems. I give so much and I don't ask for the much. Just to be there is that too much to ask? I guess so or I guess I am not worth loving.

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[16 Nov 2004|12:21pm]

Hey people... I joined cuz Noel said so too....
But I do have a weird love thing goin on... I'll tell you guys all about it later (=

hey [16 Nov 2004|11:22am]

[ mood | bored ]

hi all *waves*
Im joining this community cuz Noel said to, and he's awesome <3


[15 Nov 2004|08:54pm]

well im joinin cuz i can.. im not in love but i really like someone..we were 2gether 4 a while kinda..but yea now hes really far away and yea.. i dont think me and him will ever be together..people talk to much shit and well yea.. i hate guys..dats my gay stupid entry that was completely pointless :D
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you have this way of meaning everything and nothing to me at the same time <l3 [15 Nov 2004|07:56pm]
[ mood | confused ]

*new to the community* =] i saw it on xilovenoel`z journal [&] sOo i joined.
me and my ex broke up like a month ago [&] i love him..still..but he sends sOo many mixed signals...i go with som1 else now ..but i still love him and i don`t know wen i`ll get over him =[ he`z sOo dick 2 me..if i make any public entryz on my journal he commentz the dumbest fucking things..he IM`z me only 2 say fuck u.or u`re a hoe.or shit like that..i dont get him..so watever i decided fuck him..i`ll jus be a dumfuck rite bak [&] we dont talk ..unless we`re cursing each other out..the really fucked up thing..is i love him..but i hate him!?.i dont know why the fuck its like this..everytime he says something stupid..i know i should just let him go on..and eventually he`ll stop and it`ll be watever..but i answer anyhow..i dont fucking get it..i can`t possibly love him..he does the most fucked up shit..i could never go back with him
..i never did shit to the kid..and he`s sOo dick all the time..=[..i mean i try not to let it faze me and crap..i just dont understand...

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