October 11th, 2004
i love it how when im really stressed i do better on my eating, like today i had a bowl of regular oatmeal(1oo cal.), and like a glass of 2% milk ....and work out for 2 hours....man i love elliptical machines...i only do cardio though....hopefully i can continue this and do better...i wanna try a juice fast or somthing if u have ne tips please tell me!!!....i wanna lose at 15-20 by november 18, my bday!!here r my stats again:
short term goal:120
Current Mood: determined
October 10th, 2004
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Name/Nickname: Cassandra or Cassie
ED(s): I've never been diagnosed with one of that's what you mean.
How long have you had your ED(s): I've had problems with eating for about 1.5 years now.
Ultimate Goal: 105
Preferred Method of Fasting (i.e. juice or water): Water
I want to start fasting tomorrow until Friday. Kind of excited actually. Wish me luck. ;)
October 9th, 2004
October 8th, 2004
|99bodysinthepit||09:27 pm - totally depressing;|
it's like thin's not in. i'm a size 3 and i went to look for a homecoming dress and nothing but 12's and 14's+ were there. depressing like none other. so i look around a little more and find a 6 in the dress i would have, if it wouldnt fit i would alter it in like one night i just had to get this. so i went and tried it on. it fit like a glove. that just makes me feel fatter than ever. a size 6? what the hell.
anyways, im 107.2 get excited. the fast was sort of broke, but i worked everything off and purged a lot. so im alright. im pretty much almost to my short term goal just a couple more pounds!!!
do as i say, not as i do.
it will just make you fatter.
October 6th, 2004
Location: London, England
ED(s): Bulimia, COE
How long have you had your ED(s): 5 years
BMI: don't know
Ultimate Goal: I don't know - at the moment, I just want to be at an average weight, maybe 112lbs
Preferred Method of Fasting (i.e. juice or water): Normally water and diet coke, but I want to try juice fasting
October 4th, 2004
|99bodysinthepit||04:57 pm - i thought about you everyday although you never knew it;|
tomorrow im starting a 5 day fast. ive tried maybe 3 times already since the weekend started, and failed every time. reality just set in. if i fucking want to fit into my perfect cousins homecoming dress i have to loose some more weight fast.
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September 19th, 2004
anyone want to fast with me? i ate 315 cals this morning but other than that just water until thursday afternoon (or longer if i think i can)
aim = kandlesintherain
*to the mod = i read a post from a month ago and i hope you're doing okay <3
September 16th, 2004
Hi guys... i wanted to be able to ask ya'll a question..
How is it that laxatives work? i know... not like HOW do they.. i know that.. but to lose weight? is it because they make the food seep right through?? and if i was to use some, which would be the best, and should i take them RIGHT after i eat?
then... i read somewhere of the poison control drink like think that households should have, just incase someone ingests something poisoness..... does anyone know this? it' ssupposed to make you throw up. i've been real depressed this last week and been eating like a pig! i need to get it out and quick!
September 11th, 2004
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so there is me. my name is britany, but you're all entitled to call me red if you wish. i never in a million years thought that i be succumbed to developing an eating disorder... but a little less than two months ago i stepped on the scale and saw the most horrible sight. i had eaten myself in a 165 lb depression. My weight problem happened two years ago when i just slipped to a life threathening depression. I'm coming out of it, but now with another problem. The thing is, i love the feeling i get when i step on the scale and see myself 25 pounds lighter in a such a little time. It's not going to get out of hand to where my bones are protruding... but i want to be little, like most girls in this materialistic world. i joined this community because i'd like to be able to get comments, advice, and just talk to others with ED's who think like me... so hi, and bye ya'll.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: The Killers - Midnight Show