February 16th, 2007

for everything (January 21, 2002)

 

oh thank you so much
for being so uninspiring
for bridging life and ending
so close to my threshold
like your heart is my falling scaffold

oh thank you so much
for being so uninviting
like you never did anything
but an endless time of luring…
to bait me
so slowly
to need you
when im not supposed to

oh thank you so much
for love and its wonders
for life and its marvels
to long for you
when im not meant to
and to be meant for you
when im not supposed to

thank you so much
for love above anything
for time in the end of endings
for life in the moment of everything
for everything, for everything, for everything…

 

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    these are the thoughts – alanis morissette

...stream of conciousness...

Lie back
sit tight
forget your troubles
take flight
no way
it's not for me
decisions, dreams
are lingering
as they scold
and rudely stare
i wonder
if i even care
what's to lose
well, i forgot
am i here
or am i not
keep fighting
don't let go
despite this,
don't let it show
calm down,
fix this tick
wake me up
before i'm sick