I am bad

Hello
I hate it That I been bad I cut myself but not to bad I was doing good for like about 5weeks and then I get all sad and have a go at my wrist well I am just bad I have to go bye.
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Dan/Emma trl ;; actors

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This is my first post here and I'm excited all the other cuttingcommunities have so many limits. I have been cutting for two years and it's gotten to the point where I can only depend on the knife. I carry the smae razor I have used since the beginning with me everywhere. I have been to the hospital twice for suicide, cutting and drugs. I have been kicked out of school. I just can't stop. I need that pain to take away that mental pain. My rents hate me they call me the monster and that i destroyed my life.

 

I just feel like giving up.

 

 

Pics and stuff

Hey peoples i finally signed on for like the first time in ever. well.........

^ me

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^ my friend David.....i might be in love with him

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^ my friend kevin at his sisters house (jessies)

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^ Gabby

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^ me, Kevin, my ex-gf renee
At my friend jessies house sleeping
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^ my other ex-gf Bria

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^ my bestest friend Apes

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^ LOL ME!!!!!! LOL

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^ My gothyness lol

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^ Im a KITTY
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    "Her ghost in the fog" COF (cradle of filth)

Don't know what to do

I don't know what to do I feel like cutting very bad and If I do I will feel better but then I am going to feel bad because I have to hide from Matthew (MY husband) I don't know what to do I feel like just sitting here and cry all day i don't know anymore well have to go and think bye
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

I am....

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Re-post this if you think homophobia is wrong.



(I got this for my friend araispoetry) thank you

New here

Hello I new here
My Name is Mayra
I am 20 well 21 on aug 24
I been cutting for a long time now
And if anyone needs a friend I am here
you can also go to my LJ if you want
well That's it for now
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True story
A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being.


THIS IS WHY I HATE PEOPLE...THE WORLD WILL NEVER CHANGE AND SAY "YOU CAN MARRY WHO YOU LOVE" THIS SUCKS THE ONLY STATE ALLOWING IT IS MASS AND THATS ONE FUCKING STATE!!!!!! WHEN I RED THIS I WAS SDO FUCKING FURIOUS I PUNCHED THE FUCKING AND MY KNUCKLES STARTED GUSHING BLOOD!!!!!!
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    Fall out boy "sugar were going down"

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HEY I FEEL SO SPECIAL EVERYONE LOVES ME!!!!!! YEY!!!!!! I LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!! IM SPECIAL YEY!!!!!!
SUGAR WERE GOING DOWN
by FALL OUT BOY
Am i more then you bargined for yet?
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cus that's just who i am this week
Lie in the grass next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart and break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team


We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're goin down swingin
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex
Cock it and pull it x2

Is this more then you bargined for yet?
Oh, don't mind me. I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans

Is'nt it messed up how i'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song

Drop a heart and break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're goin down swingin
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex
Cock it and pull it x5 or something

Take an aim at myself, take back what you said

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THAT FUCKING SONG!!!!!! I LOVE INSANE CLOWN POSSE THEY FUCKING ROCK!!!!!! SUICIDE HOTLINE IS THE BEST FUCKING SONG EVER!!!!!!
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    ICP "Suicide hotline"

CAN EVERYONE PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR....

Okay......now that i got you in here. Can you PleasE Please Please go to : http://www.cbs.com/primetime/bigbrother6/_polls/amc_poll.shtml

And VOTE KAYSAR as many times as you can.....after you press KAYSAR and you have voted then you can go to the top and press "vote" and then "americas choice".....something like that. And vote again. Thank you SOOOOOOO much. And can you please get your friends and there friends to vote for Kaysar. THANX.
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A IM WITH A BITCH

HOLY FUCK!!!!!! SOME JUST IMED ME AND SAID TO STOP TALKING TO HER LITTLE SISTER........AND SHE SAID YOU ARE GAY WHICH IS NASTY SO STOP TALKING MY SISTER OR ILL CALL THE COP AND PUT YOU IN JAIL FOR TALKING TO HER!!!!!! BEING GAY IS NOT NASTY!!!!!! SHES A FUCKING ASSHOLE TELLING ME IM NASTY BECAUSE IM GAY!!!!!! SHES A FUCKING FAG HAG!!!!!! SHE PROBABLY IS GAY AND DOESNT WANT TO ADMITE IT!!!!!! THAT FUCKING BITCH HOLE MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKER ASS HOLE ASS WIPE FUCKING FAG ASS BITCH!!!!!!I HATE HER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!.............................................................................
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    Disturbed "down with the sickness"