just_over_rated (just_over_rated) wrote in _thebigpicture,
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Aftermath

A realization dawns, and darkness falls on me, and I burn....
Burn....burning...every breath, every thought, every dream....it burns, it's such a consuming thing. I can't escape my soul's anguish. Control....I'm losing control...I fight.....I struggle....but my heart is drowning in such anguish....weeping, singing sorrowful songs of a lost desire...and so it becomes....I feel a such a mornful symphony...one of my own creation and design, birthed from the choices I have made. Drowning....I am drowning! I can't escape the reality I have created for myself! My emotions...they drown me...is there no escape!? Heal...when will I heal?! Feel...feeling...lost...all is lost to me but one. This wretched torment, such regret and despair! I am vexed....frustrated....angry...but for a moment...oh my poor soul! If only you could feed off such things...but you drown such emotions as you drown me, my wounds are to deep, the bleeding won't stop...my loss is to great....spiraling...down....down....down.....love is such a cruel mistress....
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