(but I still got upset anyway, prior to this)
It's hard living on intuition rather than logic. Intuition means i change views on any given situation so rapidly sometimes and so completely i don't even know what i think of something, and wonder which is the "real me".
I know the yogi/buddhist response is that there is no "real" or objective reality and we experience everything inside ourselves, coloured by our own moods, pasts and fears. But the scientist in me thinks that everything can be predicted if observed, documented and analysed enough objectively.