My bdaughter contacted me saying that she was going to commit suicide. Thankfully I talked her down. My dog (the only living being that doesn't judge me) growled and snapped at me, my therapist had a cow when I asked her help to deal with an impulse, my husband and family don't believe that I should be in therapy. I give up, no joke, it's too much, I am the rock for the world but no one is the rock for me. My mother' bday is coming up (she was the main perpertrator) and I'm nervous about my reaction especially now that I have no one to talk to. I've had it with helping everyone else and no one is there for me. I'm a fake- all professional on the outside and all messed up on the inside- flashbacks of all sorts. I'm serious- I don't know what to do.
While reading this community, I noticed that there are many loving and caring people who have been hurt badly in so many different ways. There are many ways that help is available, and I'm hoping that my community can ease some of your demons.
It says in the userinfo page that I can advertise a community if it promotes getting better/ survival, so here I go and I am terribly sorry if this offends anyone. And if it does, the mod can delete this entry immediately.
I created a community a while ago called </font></a></font></strong></a>attemptfailed: for people who have attempted suicide. It is not a pro- suicide community, but it is one for people to tell their story, get advice, find people to relate to, etc. There is much more about it in the userinfo page, but I thought I'd give a little introduction to the community in case anyone out there is interested.