_Survivors_

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Cut for--- feeling like I am forced into having sex, memories of rape (no details), suicidal ideas, feeling like things are out of control, cutting, family issues, smoking pot, drinking, and the possibility of being pregnant.
This post is going to be jumping back and forth, like where ever my thoughts go-- then I will be typing it out like that. Just saying. Now on to my post.

So things have been rather busy with college and all. So far so good. But things with my mother and brother haven't. So I need to just talk I guess...
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~ashley

I'm new here. This is my story. Sorry, but I have to get this out.

I need some advice.

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just thought id post about my weekend. which was enlightening, to say the least...

my ex and one of my now ex-friends were all over each other right in front of me, then i found out she's been calling me a psycho and a bitch and accusing me of just being "emo" and wanting attention, i wanted to tell her to shut her fucking mouth and realise that that's HER but she's too selfish to listen, because you know, she rules the world, so i said in many colourful words that i never want to see her again, and i really really mean it. him too, they deserve each other the stupid wanky fucks.

the night that followed the blow-up was fun, then it turned completely pear-shaped...

(WARNING: MENTION OF DRUG USE/CUTTING/ED'S AND GENERAL RAGE.)


thankyou, im quite done now.

HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAYS!!!

Cut for drug use and violence.

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Sara

I had a nightmare last night.



Has anyone else had this experience? Felt so depressed for no reason that you drank yourself into a stupor and had horrible nightmares as a consequence? What do I do? How do I make them go away?