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28th-Oct-2006 03:19 am - YIKES!!!!
Happy Otter

My day today was rather umm....strange?

I had a very good thing happen.  But some people are just ...ewwwww....!!!!

Keep in mind, I'm 19.


x-posted to abusesurvivor, vaginapagina</div></div>
11th-Aug-2006 02:43 pm - Saying Hello
Pentre Ifan

I have just joined this community in hopes in finding healing in sharing with others, hearing their stories, understanding and witnessing their pain, in order to gain further understanding of my own.

I was a victim of rape as a teenager, and recently I have been assaulted and sexually harassed by my boss. I am currently in the process or suing the company which I work for. As they mishandled the case, did a shotty investigation, refused to contact outside witnesses and other victims. In the end of their investigation I was told they couldn't verify my story, so they were keeping him and while they understand if I need to leave, if I stay, I am expected to continue working for him, directly for him. My lawyer is currently working on a settlement, as the sad reality is, they are a 90 billion $ corporation, and I am not.

I have started trying to work with a local RCC, but have not been able to get into any type of group counseling, or group experience. I feel that this is most healthy, as I do not require a therapist. I fallow a tradition which focuses on healing of the soul, and teaches empowerment and the difference between victimhood and woundedness. So I thought it would be good to join a LJ community which could help foster some of the community needs I seem to be having. that said, I am in no way looking to make this a group therapy session, just explain why I chose to join.

I would like to ask more specific questions once I get the feel of the group. So I just wanted to say hello, introduce myself and let everyone know that I am looking forward to getting to know the group.


Well behaved women

Hope this cut works because I can never get it to.


crossposted to _lostbeauty_ and also _survivors_ and my journal.
tomoe--did it for the lulz
I haven't really posted much, nor commented. But it's times like those of late that have me needing support from people who actually understand and not my best friend. For while he is great and understanding, I guess...I don't know.

Not so much triggering as it is longCollapse )

I don't know. It's just all piling in on me. I want to scream or cry but I can't. At least I haven't cut over this, which for me is an improvement. I just want it all to end because it's getting to the point where I'm not even caring about myself anymore, case in point in the issues at hand...I don't know. I just needed to vent or something. Sorry.
skull small
k so again i am like half and half.

nightmares have returned.

mat
dan..
flashes of shakar
among others


i was just thnking of shakar i guess. a few days ago, when i went down town springfield with amy.

i saw shakar outside of his bar.
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13th-Jun-2005 12:44 am - Ick!!!
Here is a convo I had with a friend over IM about what happened to me tonight. I don't feel like typing about it again. ::shivers:: It really wasn't a big deal what-so-ever, but my mind is trying to make it that way. I'm just creeped out still I think. Mind you...I DO NOT KNOW this guy who bothered me tonight. Talking to my friend helped, but I'm still kinda creeped out.

me:hiya

friend:hey

me:how's it going?

friend:just got home

friend:you?

me:eh...kinda creeped out. this drunk middle eatern guy was bothering me when I was trying to go for a walk

me:he didn't do anything, but I froze again. I shoulda just walked away. but yeah....he grbbed me a couple times and tried to kiss me. I pushed him away though

me:I'm trying not to make a big deal outta it though. nothin' happened and I just shoulda walked away. still creeped me out though : /

friend:of course

friend:I'm glad it didn't go any further

me:yeah, me too

me:he tried to get me to come into his house

friend:ugh

friend:ass

friend:he must be desperate

me:yeah...he was drunk...then he started talking about his ex. he was 27...and he knew how old I am

me:icky...

friend:yeah

friend:that is gross

friend: >:P

me:yeah. >:P yuck.

me:I'm not going for late night walks anymore...

me:I could smell the alcohol on him...then I asked if he had been drinking and he said yes

friend:yeah

friend:its not safe

me:yeah :/

me:it helps me unwind sometimes, but it isn't worth that happening again

friend:yeah

friend:there are other ways to unwind

me:yup yup

me:I feel stupid now

me:at least I learned from it

friend:damn straight

friend:thats the good that came out of it

me:yuuuup

me:still so yucky though!!!!

me:hehe

friend:yeah
22nd-Jan-2005 04:45 pm - my story
hi. i'm allison and i am a sixteen year old sophomore. this is my story. it was an ex boyfriend my storyCollapse )
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