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( Disturbing sexual fantasies in abuse survivors.Collapse )

This week's questions are:

1. How have your sexual fantasies evolved over time? 
2. How have your sexual fantasies functioned as a coping mechanism for you in relation to your abuse?
3. In what ways do you think you could possibly integrate your fantasies into your life in a way that is healthy for you?
4. Are there alternative ways for you to achieve the emotional goals that your sexual fantasies aim to reach?

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This week's TSQ is brought to you by blueserenity22* , who came up with the idea last week!

( How your family of origin views sex and how that affects your ability to process your own abuse.Collapse )

This week's questions are:

• How does (or did) your family of origin view sexual activity?
• How did that perspective affect your feelings about your own abuse?
• How does that perspective continue to affect your feelings and behavior regarding healthy sex? 

( Cut for triggers: talk about sex as a survivor. Non-detailed mentions of rape, abuse (sexual, physical, ritual, verbal/emotional), a lack of sex drive, heightened sex drive.Collapse )


So this week's questions are:
- How is sex for you as a survivor? Is it a positive, negative, mixed, or neutral experience?

- How has sex changed for you from before your abuse?

- How have you coped with the negative feelings, or how do you stay focused on the positive in regards to sex?

If I have missed any triggers, please let me know ASAP and I'll fix them! <3

( Trigger warnings: Fantasies/CSA/Self-love/porn/etc.; Interrupted fantasy; setting: r*****'s apartment; manipulation; r*** vs assault; therapy; brief mention of kink/fetish/BDSMCollapse )

I don't even know how to word this..I joined this community awhile ago,had a long post about my past, but got frustrated w/ trying to post it..one day maybe..
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if someone could word this better, please just tell me and i'll change how it's posted...
(right now going to walk away before i delete it..not comfortable, but need to know..gah)

x-posted to personal journal

I'm sorry if this doesn't belong -- if it seems like I'm asking the same question over again -- but I don't know where to ask for help.
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