Hi guys. Sorry i haven't been around for some time, i hardly ever get internet access where i am and i am sorry to be here asking for support when i haven't been able to give any. I do think of you often and hope everyone is doing ok.

( eating disorder, self harm, depression, talking with abuser, confusionCollapse )
I just needed to get some of ths out for some one else to see. Thanks fo reading

Hello. We're many people in one body, created as a result of "severe" trauma/abuse. ( cut for abuse story, incest, self harmCollapse )

Cut for--- feeling like I am forced into having sex, memories of rape (no details), suicidal ideas, feeling like things are out of control, cutting, family issues, smoking pot, drinking, and the possibility of being pregnant.
This post is going to be jumping back and forth, like where ever my thoughts go-- then I will be typing it out like that. Just saying. Now on to my post.