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26th-Jul-2009 07:27 am - A tid bit from me this early morning

Possible triggers: mention of abuser, rushes of emotion, burying emotionsCollapse ) 

Just thought I'd share since it was on my mind.

Have a good day people.

I don't know if this is PTSD or just HRT related changes... no triggers really.Collapse )

this puts me back at square one. at least the methods y'all have suggested seem to be helping. thanks.

*safe hugs*
13th-May-2007 10:35 pm(no subject)
Hi All. I think this is my first time making a post here, Im not sure though.

Cut for talking about my rape and etcCollapse )
21st-Jan-2007 10:40 pm(no subject)

I just woke up. And FREAKED out.

I hate it when I do this.

Sometimes ill wake up, and whatever im dreaming ill see in real life. No matter if its a person or an object or whatever. The image will be clear and be no more than five feet before me.

That happend ever so often and ill freak out, litteraly wake up an run.

It just happend now, only I thought it was a centipede on my wall next to my head. I saw it and ran downstairs and to my mom shaking.

She went with em adn looked on my walls, in my bed, under my bed..its no where.

I hate it when I do that. And I tried to explain thats what happends sometimes and she looked at me like im crazy.

What is this? 

18th-Nov-2006 10:38 am(no subject)
Oh my god, I feel like such an asshole! I knocked over two vials of crystals my lab mate had set up. I'm alone in the lab on a saturday morning. She had them sitting right next to a bag of tubes and when I reached into the bag of tubes the bag hit the vials and spilled two of them. This might have been a lot of work for her. I feel like shit and I just want her to come in soon so I can talk to her. I hope she isnt mad and I hope it is something she can redo.

I feel really bad and I am working on not getting panicy. I feel kinda like I used to when my mom told me I did something wrong, right before she would rip my entire character apart. so my brain is starting to tell me nasty things since I don't have anyone here to "yell" at me. Does anyone else do this?

Blah, I can't believe I did this to someone else.
16th-Oct-2006 05:36 pm - Images
sara of the woods
LJ Cut for triggers...really having a hard time right now.

Images in my head...Collapse )

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