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20th-Oct-2009 05:23 pm(no subject)
Lesbian kisses
Hey, I'm back! I spent... uh, well, actually, I'm just going to cut this whole entry for triggers OF: hospitalization, SI/suicidality [not graphic], child abuse, contact from parents, triggering songs, healing, therapy, The Bleed, endo, PCOS, etc. Also talks about religion, specifically Christianity. please do let me know if I missed one, it's... not a good day for me physically.

In every loss in every lie In every truth that you'd deny And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake to great to hide And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyesCollapse )
2nd-Apr-2007 11:04 pm - Hi, first post
I'm sorry to bother you guys, I just don't know what to do and I can't talk to anyone.

My names Ryan, I'm 18, and I'm really really scared.


I'm sorry it's so scrappy and disconnected, my head is really messed up right now. 

someone help me? please?

x
20th-Mar-2007 10:40 pm - I guess I should start this out...
I think I'll cut the whole damn post, since it could really be one long trigger. I should mention I am a bit scared...I've never really put all this down on paper...well, you know.

Cut for molestation, incest, physical abuse, emotional, etc...Not to mention it's so damn LONG.Collapse )
i can't help but think that i should be in the the hospital right now. things aren't right in my head. I thinking of death and i'm thinking about leaveing things... like leaveing the whole dallas area. would people even miss me? that and things things aren't right period. i just quit my job because of well things just got out of hand, i was going over my 25 pound limit, and then she called me a blind bitch because i couldn't see what she wanted me to do, it wasn't my fault. It was so much more at the same at the same time. i was so tired of all the bull shit that they were putting me through on a daily basis, or atleast when i was working. And now im on the hunt for a new job. it shouldn't be that hard. and if it is. i've got ssi for the time being to tide me over. 
tis not fair what lays infront of me. i wish i was more stable then i am. but it never seems to happen the way i long for it to. -sighs- tis the way it always seems to work.
i'm done ranting now. sorry for this.
~a
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