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24th-Feb-2009 07:44 am(no subject)
fate purple hearts
I don't even know how to word this..I joined this community awhile ago,had a long post about my past, but got frustrated w/ trying to post it..one day maybe..
rape/sexual/incest talk and questionCollapse )

if someone could word this better, please just tell me and i'll change how it's posted...
(right now going to walk away before i delete it..not comfortable, but need to know..gah)
7th-Feb-2009 09:49 pm(no subject)
me crying me [by me]
cut for CSACollapse )
8th-Jan-2009 10:22 pm - Kid in trouble, I need advice
I haven't been too active here lately due to my life being hectic, so I apologize for that, but I was hoping someone here might have some useful advice for an abusive situation my family is involved in.

Cut for child sexual/physical abuse, CPS workers not believing victims, retaliation by abuser, legal system problems, custody battles, and all sorts of bad stuff.Collapse )

I tried to make this short but it's hard to cut it all down, so I really appreciate any one whose read this far. If you have any relevant advice on how to manage this, we'd really appreciate it.

EDIT: I've tried to use the more universal term "CPS" (child protective services), but I may have slipped and written "DCF" once or twice, which is my area's local name for the same agency.
1st-Jan-2009 10:07 pm - New poster
Tigerlisa
Hi this is my first post here, though I have been reading this LJ for some time.

childhood abuse, rape, parental rejection and moreCollapse )
1st-Oct-2008 10:35 pm - I'm sorry.
Captain Zack
Deeply apologize for the lack of detailing triggers initially.

I’ve been thinking about personal responsibility of late. I started this after I was listening to one of the presidential candidates talking about personal responsibility and the like, and the fact that we need to take more responsibility for our own actions, rather than blaming other people, the “system”, or other convenient scapegoats for our problems.

Thinking on that, and thinking on what happened yesterday (when I realized the extent of my burden on society), I have come to the conclusion that I can no longer hide behind the excuses of childhood events, especially when I was an active participant, not an innocent victim, in some of the events I whine about.

Details behind the cut. Triggers for alledged child sexual abuse, implied child prostitution, feelings of guilt, admissions om complicity in abuse.Collapse )
18th-May-2008 11:44 pm(no subject)
Glam!
So, I'm nearing the end of my first month of an outpatient treatment program - I start week four on Tuesday night (Monday is a holiday here). While therapy itself is interesting, I'm still nowhere near actually connecting to my emotions when I speak about my history.

Non-graphic mention of child abuse, rape, self-harm, suicidal ideation & other stuffCollapse )
I hope everyone here is doing well. *hugs* to you who need it. Thanks for reading.
21st-Apr-2008 08:50 pm(no subject)
I'm going to update you all on some of the stuff that has been going on with me and my so called life... It may be long, or short... but it goes where my mind goes, and I need to get this all out of my head.
Cut for-- Friend problems, family problems, mention of past rape and past abuse, brother getting out of jail, having a warrant go back out for my brothers arrest, mention of drugs, stressful situations, dealing with chronic pain, dealing with depression, dealing with suicide Ideas, and I think that is it... warn me if I missed anything.Collapse )
And that is all I've got to say on all this. I'm sorry if anyone actually read this. But props to you if you did.
With hope.
~a
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