Tags: nightmares

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every day, i wake up - drenched in cold sweat and panting because of the extremely vivid nightmares i have. i can even remember nightmares i've had weeks ago.

i've tried reading books and taking 'a relaxing bath'; all that crap. but i'm afraid to go to sleep, like a little kid. a few nights ago i had a dream about the devil, and i couldn't get it out of my head for days because it had seemed so real.

the thought of falling asleep makes me feel anxious. you know when you were a kid and you were scared because you were all alone in a small, dark room? that's just about how i feel right now.