moon_wolf9 (moon_wolf9) wrote in _survivors_,


I don't remember if I did an introduction I thought I would do it now/again.
I'm really not too sure about how to go about writing I'm just going to list off everything. I'm 19 years old and I was molested, raped and beaten by my father. My neighbor molested me for many years. My old preacher molested me for many years, took pornographic pictures of me and attempted to rape me many times. My uncle molested me when I was young. I was raped and tortured for many years by my cousin. I've been in countless abusive relationships. I've lost 4 kids through miscarriages. If I go near my father or my cousin they continue to try to touch me. My mother never believed me on anything that I said to her about my past. She never cared about me.
Well that's all I'm going to write right now...It's really hard for me to talk about it...
Tags: abuse: child, abuse: incest, abuse: physical, abuse: sexual, family, introductions, invalidation, miscarriage, molestation, pornography: child, rape, rape: acquaintance/date

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