brody_lane (brody_lane) wrote in _survivors_,

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Cuz I had a bad day again

So, I kinda had a bad day again. Well, mostly a bad evening. I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
Mostly since I saw a scene on television, I started having flashbacks again. It's disappointing because I had been really doing well when it came to that stuff. I'm also blaming myself again. A little. I should've known better. We met on the interent. I went driving around in the country with him...alone. What was I thinking? When I told him that my new year's resolution was to not have sex again until I was married he told me I'd never make it. (I was really into the church scene then). Gosh, it was just one red flag after another. Why didn't I see it? Why?
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