Live(Laugh)Art (sxe_beauty) wrote in _survivors_,

So for some reason...Im very stressed out tonight.

Only a few reasons I guess...

-Me and My boyfriend fell asleep today, I had a dream about  my brother which is my abuser. It caught me off guard to say the least. But just another dream where he tries to kill me I guess.

-Me and the boyfriend had sex with no condom. Though ive been on the pill for 4 months or so, and he pulled out, its still very scary, im in no place to be a mother.

-May means AP exam. Which I havent studied for yet and its three weeks away.

-Wensday is a due date fir what turned out to be a 25 page assignment......on top of a group prject/presentation due tommorow.

-Therapist insists on pushing our app. back to a full month now, she says im doing great, but Im scared ill fall back to being suicidal. And ,y cutting has been non existant for months...

I hate crying nights.
Tags: nightmares, school, sex, stress, therapy

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