It has been awhile since I posted anything because I had surgery. The worse feeling is giving an abuser control.
For the last weeks one of my abusers has been in control of everything...when I eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, get medicine...It is really triggering eating issues, self harm issues, and the rape.
Also my child molestor (sp.) uncle is out of prison, and mom wants us to go visit.
I get to go back to work tomorrow and see some of my support system. I am struggling.
I have missed this community though!