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22nd-Nov-2006 04:28 pm
So it has been 2 years last saturday. I am pretty numb, still battling SI, will be 100 days on Saturday Dec, 1. If I harm I lose my job. That is what happens when your therapist is your boss. The boundaries don't exist.

More lies. Mom stole a student loan check, signed my name, cashed it and spent it. I feel worthless. My no doesn't mean no, and I guess it never did. I feel like I didn't deserve it, but I feel like I did at the same time. I hate the duality.
Worthless...that is a hard thing to swallow and believe.
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22nd-Nov-2006 10:48 pm (UTC)
keep up the being strong you can do it.
i hope things get better for you soon.

i wish you well in living.
23rd-Nov-2006 04:04 am (UTC)
You are not worthless. (It's hard to swallow because it's just not true. Your mother is way out of line in stealing money from you.
23rd-Nov-2006 04:17 am (UTC)
you're not worthless. lots of hugs.
24th-Nov-2006 04:51 am (UTC)
Worthless is hard to believe because it's not true. You're not worthless. The people who treat you like that, who treat you without respect are the ones without worth.
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