mauvedragon (mauvedragon) wrote in _survivors_,
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This is the second time in two days where I have had no interest in dinner. Last night I ended up at my lover's house and he cooked for me. I've just had a glass of juice and I have a bowl of custard in front of me while I continue to think about dinner.

I feel empty. The times I have felt most like myself in the last couple of days have been when I have been with my lover. This is all very well but there is a finite amount of time I can spend with him.

Also it's uni exam period and I have two overdue assignments but I'm not feeling motivated to do either of them.

This is one of the moods where I tend to nap to get away from my own emotions.
Tags: depression, food issues
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