Bethan (bethanthepurple) wrote in _survivors_,
Bethan
bethanthepurple
_survivors_

Each year in the run up to the anniversary of my last (big) assault I get some sort of emotional mess going on.

First year I got terrified. Last year I mourned.
This year I am getting furious every other minute and viciously sarcastic whenever I open my mouth. I don't particularly like myself, and I've no idea how to apologise to everyone having to share oxygen with me atm without dumping my history all over them.

I'm not happy.
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