Just had to sit through an hour and a half long lecture on art, the female body, sex, and objectification. Don't really remember what was said...just the images on the slides. And then images in my head. Images that weren't any kind of art. Images that were worse. Bad images. Me. Things they did to me. Things they made me do. Didn't start freaking out in class, not till after.
Don't want to know this. Don't want these images in my head.
Have to write a paper on this. Five to six pages. Don't know how. Can't stand it. Keep seeing me. Bad images in my head. Don't know what to do.