lostparagon (lostparagon) wrote in _survivors_,

I almost didn't come back, last night.

That... was a weird one last night. I've often dissociated completely during sexual activities... but never from sleeping. O.o I woke up crying and not wanting to be touched and then I was gone. I didn't "wake up" until at least ten minutes later, the longest I've ever been non-responsive. But I don't know why. I don't remember a dream, I can think of anything else that might have triggered me. *sigh* So frustrating.
Tags: dissociation

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