honeysuckleaura (honeysuckleaura) wrote in _survivors_,
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Confused

After going through some upheaval in may life that was triggering, and what I thought was some healthy healing, I am in a weird spot.  I keep vividly remembering/feeling/etc. memories not neccesarily directly surrounding the rape.  Some of them are from a few years before.  It's really unsettling, and after/during, i recall parts of the rape or feelings from after it.  

Is this at all normal ... or have I finally cracked? It is so unsettling, that I avoided going out today (just stayed around the familiar).  A little scared by this, and a lot confused.  What the ...?

Tags: flashbacks, memories
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