Regrets the secret he has to hide (raghnalldruid) wrote in _survivors_,
Regrets the secret he has to hide

I recently started making bracelets as a form of income, because I can't for the life of me find a job.

Now the issue is that I've made a couple of sales, but I keep second guessing and I almost feel bad.

Its like my head is saying "You're such a piece of shit!" "You're really going to sell her this crap?"

Theres also a new abuser in my life that seems to always put me down. Constantly saying I'm going to be homeless, telling me I'm an asshole, etc. etc.

Sorry this is random, I just felt like getting it out.
Tags: abuse: verbal, perfectionism

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