A Papier Mâchè (Chelly) (a_papier_mache) wrote in _survivors_,
A Papier Mâchè (Chelly)

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My abuser is now under suspicion for raping a nine year old little girl. The information I have is vague. An anonymous woman called my mother and she called me. I believe the victim is his new wife's grand daughter. She apparently told her school counselor. Her mother doesn't believe her.

I don't know what to do. I feel like this is all my fault. I feel like I should have been able to stop it. I should have warned his new wife somehow.

I told almost exactly 3 years ago (February 15, 2006--I was 16), the police believed me, my mother believed me, but my father did not (it was his best friend). Nothing happened to him, as there was no evidence since it took me so many years to tell.

I want to find this girl. Help her. So she doesn't have to live like I have.
I want to save her.
I have no way of finding who she is.

What can I do? How can I warn people? How can I help? How do I live with this?

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_survivors_ , abusedgrls , abusesurvivor , in_silent_decay , mybodytaken , ptsd_survivors , along with my personal journal.
Tags: abuse: csa, seeking support

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