I know i haven't had the courage to write about what happened to me yet, but i'm just not quite ready to put it out here. Today is the six month anaversery of my major assault though. It's been a really rough day all around. I've got family pushing at me with phrases like "more productive" and "it's been six months how long is it suposed to take." crud.I'm still trying to heal physically much less emotionally. Yet family so doesn't get it. At least i've got a few friends that do. I've had a rough couple of days leading up to today anyway with intense flashbacks and memory stuff. I just want to make it through today. So very alone though.