anddddd i have just decided to pursue legal action against my rapist (who is now continuing to harrass me). on the one hand, i am so much stronger this year than last, and i am proud of myself for taking this step. on the other, it's just so damn hard. and part of me wonders if i should be doing this at all, or if it's just going to make the hell last longer.
i wish i could just move on. i'm just not sure how to do it..