This poem represents my feelings:
You took away my dignity. You took away my pride.
Most of my days now, are spent weeping silently inside.
I thought I could be stronger, I thought talking meant defeat.
When I try to open up I feel like you have me beat.
So much inner turmoil, so much inner pain,
It’s a wonder how this shattered soul hasn’t gone insane.
You told me that you’d hurt me if I said too much,
So I let you do your will, and felt your awful touch.
You said you’ll always be there, and will never go away.
The memories that you gave me terrify me to this day.