AC/DC angel (geminipoohsf) wrote in _survivors_,
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I Feel Dead Inside

This housing shit has me spinning...the more I try, the harder it gets...I'm still sinking and I'm not coming out of this depression like I normally do...this has been nearly 2 solid months...I'm looking to see where some of the addresses are, and most are in the Tenderloin(rough neighborhood), and Bayview/Hunters Point...EXTREMELY rough neighborhood(some bus drivers won't even go there(and I wouldn't feel safe there at all)...sometimes the pain is just too damn much......

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