Jessica (gesundyke) wrote in _survivors_,

I just don't know.

I'm sorry if this doesn't belong -- if it seems like I'm asking the same question over again -- but I don't know where to ask for help.

remember my post from this date?

The part about John, my coworker..

My Mistress (who is in Canada) says it might be good for me to find a local partner who wouldn't mind sharing me with Her.. to try to get through my issues (touch deprivation, fear of intimacy (which stems from not having it often at all. every time is like a first time all over again... something scary and new...)) and I think it might actually help... I.. still don't have my self-confidence back.. I'm afraid to start dating again, even if I knew *where* to look.

What's holding me back? What can I do to try to work past this?
Tags: seeking opinions, seeking support, sex, transgender: mtf

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