I have 80 paracetamol sitting beside the laptop in front of me and I am contemplating how long it would take me to die if I took them all right now.
I know that paracetamol overdose isn't a very wonderful way to go. I know that. But I have no gun, no way to hang myself, I have nothing else to OD on and I can't cut myself deep enough to bleed to death.
I'm so fed up of being expected to keep on fighting.